I think
my work is trying to kill me... or atleast get me so run down that I get sick and am off for a few days.
I've been working since 2 wednesdays ago... my next day off isn't until friday... (yes, that is 15 days in a row!!!) I was supposed to be off at 10:30 last night, but there was a call off, so I had to stay til 2:30am... I am supposed to work at noon tomorrow... and I will have 13 days on my next paycheck. Is that legal?! I'm going to have to look into that.
I can't sleep. For the past month or longer I haven't been able to get to bed before 4am, no matter what time I get off from work or what time I try and go to bed. And I get up at like 8:30 every morning to go to the gym. I'm so run down. Even if I do get a day off, I have so much crap to do because I never have time when I am working, that I just end up being even more tired and not being able to do anything. It sucks.
I went out with Rebecca, Tricia, and Maggie last night. I had a lot of fun... more fun than I've had in a while. Met up with a few people as well... that's always nice, to go out with a crowd. I don't go out that much anymore (when do I have time?), but it was nice to get away and go out... except for the 3 guys trying to make out with me and take me home... that is a big NO NO! I DO NOT take guys home that I meet at a bar. Can we say GROSS?
I've been doing a lot of thinking. And I am going to change my attitude towards some of my friends... and start treating them the way they have been treating me. I know I should not stoop to this level... but maybe once they get a "piece of their own medicine" they'll then realize what pieces of shit they've been, and hopefully change? Will it work? Only one way to find out.
Oh, and if you read this and message me or call me... maybe you're feeling a little guilty and you think it's you.? Well MAYBE IT IS! Because, if you have to call or message me everytime I put something about someone in my livejournal... you're feeling guilty about something and yes, maybe you should change how you act towards some people. Just a thought.
GUYS SUCK... end of story.
Oh, Happy Easter (a day late)!! Thanks to everyone who text'd me or messaged me! And to those who I text'd and messaged, and never text'd or messaged me back... KISS MY ASS! Being nice to people just isn't the same anymore.
Ok... it's 3am. Time for me to try and get some sleep... Until next time... *SMILE*