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Wow I haven't updated this for a while, mental I know!! Well anyways lets think... New York City, what an odd odd place. I love the world cup, but I am scared for when it ends, what the hell am I going to do? After July 9th I'll be stuck with sports I don't much fancy, which is rubbish, but oh well, I suppose it could be a lot worse... I can't wait actually for this internship to be over, the sooner it is over the sooner I can move out of the city and back to Denver, although honestly I bet I wont want to move back by the time it is time to go back.
Seems to be a theme with me, get me somewhere, it is hard I want out, but I don't want to go back to Denver either. I feel like I've been in limbo since I got back from Athens in 2004. I know that isn't really a good thing, or a bad thing really, it is just a thing that happens and I deal and life goes on.
Well I really want England to make it though to the finals, but I am nervous thay they wont, of course I am nervous things haven't been going well, and of course the games just keep getting tougher... That is how things like this... brilliant I sould mental.
So basically I think I get on peoples nerves a bit, and sometimes I think just sinking back and hiding from all medums of communication would be good, but what the hell would I do with my time? Basically I talk to my friends from High school, a few from College, and RP... That's about it... Well sometimes go out wandering... alone of course. I am rather sick of being alone, but it's normal I guess too. And I just don't have the guts to go to this bar alone, that I really want to go to, because the cute guy works there and all... god I am a nerd... a big nerd.... Come to think of it Tay didn't call me back last night, I hope everything worked out... I should find out..... Oh yes.... Chase (my roommate... yes for some reason ESPN put the 2 girls with guys names in one room)...... broke up with her boyfriend two weeks ago, talked to him last night, it was kind of painful, blah blah blah... well the point is, I told her I'd take her to get a pint (ok so it was a bit selfish too, it was so I could do something as well) but anyways it'd have been on me, and of course she doesn't come home. Basically she has all her friends from growing up in the city, and I am the one in a new place, with new people who spends hours and hours alone.... And sure when walking around or going anywhere in this city there are always people, I don't know any of them, I don't talk to them, so thus I am alone. Brilliant isn't it? Ah well... fuck it....
Seems to be a theme with me, get me somewhere, it is hard I want out, but I don't want to go back to Denver either. I feel like I've been in limbo since I got back from Athens in 2004. I know that isn't really a good thing, or a bad thing really, it is just a thing that happens and I deal and life goes on.
Well I really want England to make it though to the finals, but I am nervous thay they wont, of course I am nervous things haven't been going well, and of course the games just keep getting tougher... That is how things like this... brilliant I sould mental.
So basically I think I get on peoples nerves a bit, and sometimes I think just sinking back and hiding from all medums of communication would be good, but what the hell would I do with my time? Basically I talk to my friends from High school, a few from College, and RP... That's about it... Well sometimes go out wandering... alone of course. I am rather sick of being alone, but it's normal I guess too. And I just don't have the guts to go to this bar alone, that I really want to go to, because the cute guy works there and all... god I am a nerd... a big nerd.... Come to think of it Tay didn't call me back last night, I hope everything worked out... I should find out..... Oh yes.... Chase (my roommate... yes for some reason ESPN put the 2 girls with guys names in one room)...... broke up with her boyfriend two weeks ago, talked to him last night, it was kind of painful, blah blah blah... well the point is, I told her I'd take her to get a pint (ok so it was a bit selfish too, it was so I could do something as well) but anyways it'd have been on me, and of course she doesn't come home. Basically she has all her friends from growing up in the city, and I am the one in a new place, with new people who spends hours and hours alone.... And sure when walking around or going anywhere in this city there are always people, I don't know any of them, I don't talk to them, so thus I am alone. Brilliant isn't it? Ah well... fuck it....