i want to hate you soooo bad but i can'ttttttt
so i found an old Taking Back Sunday CD the other day and listened to it when i was in the shower. it brought back so many memories. it's funny how music can bring you back to the past and memories rush into your brain. making you think about things you haven't thought about in ages. it makes it feel like it was just yesterday but it wasn't, it was years ago. it's odd now that we're all getting older we can measure things by years when i know i used to see things as months. i feel like i'm getting old.
remember the times when all we used to listen to were Taking Back Sunday, Brand New, Tegan and Sara, Eisley, Motion City Soundtrack, Underoath, Matchbook Romance, Panic! at the disco, Saves the day, Alanis etc. and meet up and all go to shows, usually XXX ones, usually drunk or high ha
remember when....
Heather was a scenester with her yellow skeleton shirt she'd wear 3x a week.
Maeve had a fashion mullet and just started smoking weed.
Carissa was straightXedge and we all corrupted her.
Jill lived on smoke rise and would get yelled at everyday by her mom and stepdad.
Cassie would have sleepovers at her old house on anthony ave.
Matt would take us on crazy adventures into the woods.
Dustyn was unique and refused to conform to societies norms with barets and bows in her hair.
Mel wasn't married and would introduce us to songs like "SHOW ME YOUR BOOTY HOLE". oh and pee in my sink.
Kati and Joey were a gay married couple.
I was chubby with a naive outlook on life and would have parties at my house 2 hours before my parents came home. i used to be a three sport athlete who never did any drugs until i met heather cassie and matt.
i thought life was so tough back then. i wish i would've known what i do now. i would've appreciated it more. i wish my only worry was how we would raise enough money to by a dime bag for the day, again. all we have is today. we have no promises for the future. i'm trying not to look ahead at life because you never know what's going to change, nothing is constant. every beginning has an end.
don't get me wrong, i am happy now. i've met so many amazing people from school and stuff but it's just not the same. i guess this is growing up.
i just want everyone to know that is in this and reads it, that you'll always be important to me and were a big part of my teenaged life. i'll never forget you guys and i'll always be here for you, whether it be in a couple weeks or 10 years down the road, i'll be there.
love you all.
remember the times when all we used to listen to were Taking Back Sunday, Brand New, Tegan and Sara, Eisley, Motion City Soundtrack, Underoath, Matchbook Romance, Panic! at the disco, Saves the day, Alanis etc. and meet up and all go to shows, usually XXX ones, usually drunk or high ha
remember when....
Heather was a scenester with her yellow skeleton shirt she'd wear 3x a week.
Maeve had a fashion mullet and just started smoking weed.
Carissa was straightXedge and we all corrupted her.
Jill lived on smoke rise and would get yelled at everyday by her mom and stepdad.
Cassie would have sleepovers at her old house on anthony ave.
Matt would take us on crazy adventures into the woods.
Dustyn was unique and refused to conform to societies norms with barets and bows in her hair.
Mel wasn't married and would introduce us to songs like "SHOW ME YOUR BOOTY HOLE". oh and pee in my sink.
Kati and Joey were a gay married couple.
I was chubby with a naive outlook on life and would have parties at my house 2 hours before my parents came home. i used to be a three sport athlete who never did any drugs until i met heather cassie and matt.
i thought life was so tough back then. i wish i would've known what i do now. i would've appreciated it more. i wish my only worry was how we would raise enough money to by a dime bag for the day, again. all we have is today. we have no promises for the future. i'm trying not to look ahead at life because you never know what's going to change, nothing is constant. every beginning has an end.
don't get me wrong, i am happy now. i've met so many amazing people from school and stuff but it's just not the same. i guess this is growing up.
i just want everyone to know that is in this and reads it, that you'll always be important to me and were a big part of my teenaged life. i'll never forget you guys and i'll always be here for you, whether it be in a couple weeks or 10 years down the road, i'll be there.
love you all.