*sigh*
I've been so happy lately. Even in time of negativity, I've been able to persevere and remain happy. For the first time in a week though, I'm unhappy. I realized today that I have a little over two months to find a date to prom. Prom is the highlight of anyone's junoir year, and now, I'm filled with the fear that I will miss out. So many of my friends are getting the dates they want, while I am away in the corner, left out and alone like normal. I don't want to sound all depressed but I can't help it now. I keep thinking back to something I was told by a friend of mine: "Andrew, you aren't the dateable type. You are the kind of guy that girls tell their friends to date because they themselves won't." Only one person has proved this wrong once. *I really hate this post*. I know of two people I'd want to ask, but just don't have the confidence to ask either of them. I know the worst I could here is no, but considering how many times I've heard no, it hurts getting my hopes up and being shot down. I just wish I knew what it was about me that made me such a none appealing person. *sigh*