one is the loneliest number.....
at 25, i am beginning to realize that i have never been alone in my entire life. sure, i have done the 'staying home alone' bit and whatnot, but that was always for a short span of time. for the first time, i am really alone. and i am not so sure i like it. yeah, its great to catch up on sleep and all the stuff i want to do, running errands for myself instead of for my parents, watching what i want on tv, not having to answer to anyone when i come or go. but then again, its not so much fun to have no one to discuss the crappy tv show you are watching with (damn summer tv!), no one to want to run errands with you, no one to go to the store with, no one asking me to go to the ballgame or shoprite with them.
mainly, there is just too much quite time to think, which i guess is evident by this post! and in all this thinking, i have come up with only the idea that i do not like to be alone. sure, its great the first day, the second too, but by the end of this long weekend, i am actually looking forward to going back to the office where i have lots to keep my mind busy and coworkers who want and need me to help them.
sad when you are looking forward to work, but for now, it seems to be the truth!
mainly, there is just too much quite time to think, which i guess is evident by this post! and in all this thinking, i have come up with only the idea that i do not like to be alone. sure, its great the first day, the second too, but by the end of this long weekend, i am actually looking forward to going back to the office where i have lots to keep my mind busy and coworkers who want and need me to help them.
sad when you are looking forward to work, but for now, it seems to be the truth!