mmm good times
so today ended up being better than today's earlier entry... just sometimes the demons take over and depression kicks in and it seems like the world is gonna fall, but then you need to pick yourself up and trudge on.
earlier Lauren shared something awesome she wrote:
Those who desire to perform in the spotlight in this life, and are unable to will be given the chance to dance upon the sun in the next. It is a far greater stage and a most impressive director.
simply beautiful.
hoping to beat this depression thing and just get excited about life again, sometimes I just have this awesome desire to learn... and it's always when I have the least time that that kicks in.
so today lisa came over and we decided to see Madagascar tonight, and we got to the theatre and it was empty so we called sven to carry on the tradition from "A Series of Unfortunate Events" and it was funny, but sometimes those movies try too hard and they can't stand up to the likes of the animation geniouses. but there are some great parts.
afterwards, sven came over and we listened to the All-State CD, and I nearly cried it was so good. I miss choir and singing so much. i think I've decided to try out for glee club this year. but I don't think I'd be able to take a science class like I was hoping to. i miss science. i wish there were more hours in the day, but I think that I just haven't been good about making the most of the hours I've been given. too many hours have been spent doing nothing. and you know? i can totally leaern stuff on my own, i just need to get motivated.
and afterwards chris and i talked about dance and acting. ugh, i miss dance sooooo much, it's somethng that is in my heart and soul, i want to dance so badly... must find time to learn more... is there a dance for dummies? or like tapes? must investigate.
so many things to do, and you know what? i want to live a full life. and without regrets. *forget regret, or life is yours to miss* sometimes i love theatre so much because i realize how much it can teach us about life, but of course, isn't that why we do what we do?
So things to get better at:
dance
science, particularly chem and marine bio (btw saw Free Willy 3 (yes 3!) on tv the other day and I really miss my want to be a marine biologist)
acting
singing
music theory
gymnastics
archery
swimming
softball
basketball
playwrighting
ps, need to edit my new play terribly. Here's to making tomorrow more productive than today. g'night all!
earlier Lauren shared something awesome she wrote:
Those who desire to perform in the spotlight in this life, and are unable to will be given the chance to dance upon the sun in the next. It is a far greater stage and a most impressive director.
simply beautiful.
hoping to beat this depression thing and just get excited about life again, sometimes I just have this awesome desire to learn... and it's always when I have the least time that that kicks in.
so today lisa came over and we decided to see Madagascar tonight, and we got to the theatre and it was empty so we called sven to carry on the tradition from "A Series of Unfortunate Events" and it was funny, but sometimes those movies try too hard and they can't stand up to the likes of the animation geniouses. but there are some great parts.
afterwards, sven came over and we listened to the All-State CD, and I nearly cried it was so good. I miss choir and singing so much. i think I've decided to try out for glee club this year. but I don't think I'd be able to take a science class like I was hoping to. i miss science. i wish there were more hours in the day, but I think that I just haven't been good about making the most of the hours I've been given. too many hours have been spent doing nothing. and you know? i can totally leaern stuff on my own, i just need to get motivated.
and afterwards chris and i talked about dance and acting. ugh, i miss dance sooooo much, it's somethng that is in my heart and soul, i want to dance so badly... must find time to learn more... is there a dance for dummies? or like tapes? must investigate.
so many things to do, and you know what? i want to live a full life. and without regrets. *forget regret, or life is yours to miss* sometimes i love theatre so much because i realize how much it can teach us about life, but of course, isn't that why we do what we do?
So things to get better at:
dance
science, particularly chem and marine bio (btw saw Free Willy 3 (yes 3!) on tv the other day and I really miss my want to be a marine biologist)
acting
singing
music theory
gymnastics
archery
swimming
softball
basketball
playwrighting
ps, need to edit my new play terribly. Here's to making tomorrow more productive than today. g'night all!