Haven'y had a real update in a while
So I haven't really updated in awhile, but I'm not really the updater type, I feel I express what I'm going through better through poems, lyrics, pictures or whatever else I post in here.
So school, whats to say, Jen and I are rooming together, My classes are so freakin' hard this semester. I have basically like 3 math courses ( Microeconomics, Math 101 and Statistics for Psychology) not to mention my Abnomral Psychology class and Athroplogy! Its a crap load of work, I don't think I'll do as well as the past semesters.Math just ain't my thang. Umm CAB (Campus activities board) is going well, Jen's already booked the coffee house series for all of first semester, and I'm curently working on booking a comedian for fall/winter. The x-rated hypnotist and Robert Kelly all went down well, we got a great resonse from campus. But it's hetic because since I'm a chair holding postion I have to hold 3 office hours a week plus pull office hours there for work study but it's a good time.
The room still needs some major work. Boys used to live here (eeeeeeeeeewwwwww) so the walls are all scuffed, wow so I just forgot what I was doing and started my Micro HW and then realised I was in the middle of updating. So anywho, I was working at the GAP down here but I hated it so I begged my manager to take me back to the outlet lol so hopefully I'll start ethier this weekend or next.
So our car died and it was brought to this sketchy place in New Bedford and it's $280 to fix the alternator and nutral safety switch? or something like that, so thats a barrel of fun.
I have a huge crush on this kid but I have no chance and I think he likes my friend, I think I'm like uncappable of having a realtionship, I"m like boy retarded, I'm mssing the normal boy socailizing gene or something, they should study me. hmm what else...
Hopefully Joe will come up soon and vist that will be a fun time. I miss DB so much, I wonder everyday how he's doing and my baby doll, and we talk through email but i'ts just not the same. I have a picture of the three of us on my desk and it's so old (my sophmore year percussion banquet) but it makes me smile to think of him, and the time when the picture was taken what was going on in my life and such. Ao much has changed then, as it should have, but at the same time I miss those days. Anyway... The whole friend situation is still screwed, it's like somedays i know what a I want, somedays I want nothing at all, and others I'm just clueless. I watched My Best Friends Wedding today it's my all time favorite movie. It makes me sad though. It always gets me thinking. Her friend says a line in the movie omething like "he's chasing her and your chasing him, but whose chasing you?" And thats the story of my life (as so is the ode to nice girls, read it it's so true in my previous entry). I always seem to be chasing something, a boy, a dream, happiness, Love, self assurance.
At any rate, I"m bored and need to finish my assaignments and take a shower... boy I hate the rain.. But thats a whole nother entry...