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Today I was reminded of Nick....so I searched for this old entry from last summer:
The past few days have been weird. I haven't felt normal for a long time. Things...bad things, have happened.
A lot of friends, including myself, lost a good friend - Nick Fynn, this past weekend. He had a seizure...and eventually, after doctor's declaring that he would have had brain damage, he passed away.
Even though I cried for hours and even now can't believe it happened and don't want to beleive it happened, I still feel like it's somewhat of a good thing. Now he's in peace. Now he's watching over us. Now he won't have to live a life of pain.
I miss him. Talking to him over the computer. Hanging around with him. Listening to his jokes that never failed to make me laugh. Watching him smile and joke around.
I swear that none of his friends will ever forget him.
Jesse's minding his own business lately. I don't know if that's a good or bad sign.
My family's being their normal old selves. I guess I'm used to that by now.
My friends are all leaving me alone....probably because they don't really know what to say.
School starts next week. It's too soon. Too early. There's so much I haven't been able to do. For example - get a good night's sleep.
Working at Wal-mart has totally drained me of all energy...and given what's occurred recently, sleep hasn't exactly come to me easily.
So, I didn't go to work last night...or today. I don't care....almost 100 bucks down the drain. But who cares. It's just money. I'd rather be healthy and happy than have money.
My head's too heavy to concentrate on what to write right now. I'm gonna go.
Bye.
The past few days have been weird. I haven't felt normal for a long time. Things...bad things, have happened.
A lot of friends, including myself, lost a good friend - Nick Fynn, this past weekend. He had a seizure...and eventually, after doctor's declaring that he would have had brain damage, he passed away.
Even though I cried for hours and even now can't believe it happened and don't want to beleive it happened, I still feel like it's somewhat of a good thing. Now he's in peace. Now he's watching over us. Now he won't have to live a life of pain.
I miss him. Talking to him over the computer. Hanging around with him. Listening to his jokes that never failed to make me laugh. Watching him smile and joke around.
I swear that none of his friends will ever forget him.
Jesse's minding his own business lately. I don't know if that's a good or bad sign.
My family's being their normal old selves. I guess I'm used to that by now.
My friends are all leaving me alone....probably because they don't really know what to say.
School starts next week. It's too soon. Too early. There's so much I haven't been able to do. For example - get a good night's sleep.
Working at Wal-mart has totally drained me of all energy...and given what's occurred recently, sleep hasn't exactly come to me easily.
So, I didn't go to work last night...or today. I don't care....almost 100 bucks down the drain. But who cares. It's just money. I'd rather be healthy and happy than have money.
My head's too heavy to concentrate on what to write right now. I'm gonna go.
Bye.