Jun 30, 2005 04:35
this entry is reflectin on my life....somewhere in my childhood i was corrupted..it's sad cuz i keep takin the car out in the middle of the night and it's illegal i tell my mom i'm at a friends house or i just dont tell her i left...i just wanna retrace my steps...i wanna know where it was i got this in me first i think because i got made fun of in previous grades makes me prone to this kinda stuff idk or maybe it's just in my blood to be rebellious and w/e...but i can tell u all the cracks i been called...um..bucky the beaver (till i got braces), beaver, chipmunk (till i slimmed up), alvin the chipmunk, major pain, major pain in the butt...that's it........why can't i be like most of my other friends and be in church.you know what i can i need to go with LaJon cuz he's cool and a good influence..i need to stop bein a bad kid...(man) i need god to come save me....cuz i am a wreck..i'm like Tom Hanks on that island...WILSON!!! he's my only friend....(not really i would kick that ball really high) but anyways comment on this i wanna see what others think... by things like taking the car out Does that make me a bad kid??(man) or does it mean i'm lost and i need God?
Jonathan i really gotta come to church wit u....on the real note..we can make up a song about god and jesus
yo my name is major/jesus is my savior/died on the cross/and arose three days later/the passion of christ was very violent/it was hard 2,but i tryed to hide it/i tryed to hold back what i felt inside/but i let it all out/cuz if he didn't die/sin would override/it would rise like new fads/the devil wouldn't be bad/we would worship him but that didn't happen/cuz god sent jesus to die/that's a fact man/i'm havin troubles in my life/i'm runnin from the devil/sin is takin over when i step on the pedal/i feel the rebel/inside of me/beggin to be free/escape and end up killing me/or getting me in sum trouble i really dont want/unwanted trouble/i kno i dont want/the sin in my life/gotta take it out/ima Catholic/ima shout/as i parade on my route/let it out all the joy of bein gods kid/sing halelijuh(