Apr 23, 2010 00:28
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE, I WANT YOU TO SUCCEED BUT I WANT YOU TO FAIL,
I WANT YOU TO SUFFER, BUT I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU CRY
MY HEART IS SPLIT IN TWO
I LOVE YOU ,I CARE FOR YOU BUT MY OTHER HALF HATE YOU,
WHAT AM I GOING TO DO??
this confused feeling is bothering me
I used to love you with all my heart you had become my number 1 but then the worst thing happened
he left, yes i was sad but i still supported you since you were still there but i still waited for him.
I watched every show you were in, i saw every performance you had ,i cried when i heard you saying how much you missed him, but along the rode i saw you change, you were not longer the one i love, it was all becoming a pr trick.
I believe you suffered in the beginning, i believe you cried. but why did you all changed?
Then when the news about him leaving ame andi was sad but i knew you all were still there so i supporeted you
And then the conference happened
That's was when all my suspicion came true.
I hated you, it was your job to protect him and not throw him away, i know maybe he did made a mistake but..... you all should have been there for him, all you needed to say was
" I'm sorry, we are sorry for not keeping our promise to be together" that was all.
And now you come back with an album that talks about the difficult things that happened to you??and J??!!
Now that low.
will i ever love you again? probably but it will not be the same love i had for you, i will love your music and nothing more.
I've decided to let go,it's time to move on so 2PM
i wish you all the best, i wish you will be successful, i wish that when you get trouble your trippelF will be there for you.
and J, i've always loved you, i will always support you,stay strong i'm by your side <3
I'm a Bumtist forever NYA!!!<3
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