Dec 30, 2004 10:00
Well for those of you who don't know, my Nana is dying. She has anywhere between hours and a couple of days left to live.
It's so crazy. I used to spend all of my time at her apartment. She practically raised me until I was almost 13. I was always there. She used to want me to be the perfect Baptist child. She had me memorize the books of the Bible when I was 6 and then all of them backwards when I was 7. I miss stuff like that.
I went to see her at the hospital. Everyone was there except Shelly and my mom. My mom left when she saw Kristi come in cause she thought she had left to pick me up. I wish she could just put all her childish... whatever is going onn... aside for just a few days. Even Christine and her Fiance were there.
My Nana is so beautiful... I love her so much. She was like a mom to me. She would walk to the store with me to get ice cream or treats. And she would make me ham sanwiches that tasted amazing. No matter how much I tried to copy her making them, hers always tasted better. She would alwyas have to know when I was coming early... then she would go to the store just to pick up a jar of pickles for me. She loved the Hymnals from church.
My Paw-paw- passed and his favorite Hymn was "In The Garden" and she loved it too. My dad was playing guitar for her last night and I asked him if he knew it and he started to play it and eventually I started singing... she opened her eyes and looked me in the eye, she knew, it was beautiful. I'm so proud of her. She brought my family back together. At least for now.
Well, I need to get ready to go see her again.
.:*PEACE~EASY*:.
-♥-K'lynn