Life
So today i had this revelation. okay let me tell you about my day. I woke up at 8:45 and went to church . There was this amazing guy there. He was a former terrorist (cliff notes)became a christian and now is going through troubles with his family. I felt pretty excited after his testimony . I finally decided what i want to do with my life. I want to help people.
Before church i talked to Audri Hileman about Mexicali .It turns out they aren't going to Mexicali they are going to ensanada .(Spelled that wrong)to bad now i can't go ! It bugs me so much! everytime i get excited it all disapears . I was feeling pretty crappy after this moment. Oh i forgot the highlight of day ! Eating Breakfast with my pal Phoebe. we had a marvelous discussion on how tites stink ! and how it is hard to pee when you were them.
After talking to Audri i was on my way to church with my friend Susie .When we spotted Maya. I used to think she hated me and only talked to me because i was Susie's friend. But she was the only one who noticed i was sad . The ONLY one .It was very surprising. She asked me what was wrong . i told her nothing. like i always do when people ask. but unlike most people she told me i was lying . i was pretty shocked . i told i was really fine . and she ask me again are you sure? those words now stick with are you sure once again i lied .yes i am fine really . i gave a dumb smile and she hugged me . although i still don't think she believed me. why did i lie to her? i could of told her everything. she actually cared! people really do care .Thanks Maya! I Love You!
Church was pretty boring . i felt alone and thought the message was okay . are we staints or sissys ? i think that's agreat topic and it wasn't handled well. i tried not cry but i was . but i hid it .that's seems to be my best quality besides lying is hiding.
I got home from church and raked leaves! yay For fall! i hate raking leaves but i do love fall. i watched this fasinating movie called hunting sarah . It's about these two identical twins who each have a child . The twins are very different but the two cousins act more like twins , they touch on how sometimes people who die .don't know they are dead or don't want to die. there is much more to it but i am getting tired of typing.
i also watched EX-Treme Home makeover:Home addition . this lady adopted 6 children who have special needs . it was amazing the house they bulit for them low sinks , easy acess through the whole house an elevator . it made me cry . then again i realized just how important life is and that not matter what cards you are delt turn them into a royal flush
Before church i talked to Audri Hileman about Mexicali .It turns out they aren't going to Mexicali they are going to ensanada .(Spelled that wrong)to bad now i can't go ! It bugs me so much! everytime i get excited it all disapears . I was feeling pretty crappy after this moment. Oh i forgot the highlight of day ! Eating Breakfast with my pal Phoebe. we had a marvelous discussion on how tites stink ! and how it is hard to pee when you were them.
After talking to Audri i was on my way to church with my friend Susie .When we spotted Maya. I used to think she hated me and only talked to me because i was Susie's friend. But she was the only one who noticed i was sad . The ONLY one .It was very surprising. She asked me what was wrong . i told her nothing. like i always do when people ask. but unlike most people she told me i was lying . i was pretty shocked . i told i was really fine . and she ask me again are you sure? those words now stick with are you sure once again i lied .yes i am fine really . i gave a dumb smile and she hugged me . although i still don't think she believed me. why did i lie to her? i could of told her everything. she actually cared! people really do care .Thanks Maya! I Love You!
Church was pretty boring . i felt alone and thought the message was okay . are we staints or sissys ? i think that's agreat topic and it wasn't handled well. i tried not cry but i was . but i hid it .that's seems to be my best quality besides lying is hiding.
I got home from church and raked leaves! yay For fall! i hate raking leaves but i do love fall. i watched this fasinating movie called hunting sarah . It's about these two identical twins who each have a child . The twins are very different but the two cousins act more like twins , they touch on how sometimes people who die .don't know they are dead or don't want to die. there is much more to it but i am getting tired of typing.
i also watched EX-Treme Home makeover:Home addition . this lady adopted 6 children who have special needs . it was amazing the house they bulit for them low sinks , easy acess through the whole house an elevator . it made me cry . then again i realized just how important life is and that not matter what cards you are delt turn them into a royal flush