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I don't even know why I bother anymore. He's so... so preoccupied with what he's thinking and what he's doing that he never lets anyone else in! Well, some people, but I'm apparently no longer one of them. I used to think we were so close... friends forever, that sort of thing. But I guess that's another thing I screwed up.
It’s just… the stupidest thing to fight about! I never saw anything bad about it, but I’m obviously delusional in what I see as right and wrong.
Guess Brother was right. I just pushed too hard, and I broke it. But it is my fault, so. Ugh, I can’t even think straight.
Ed... I need you. Is that.. okay?
(OOC; Strikes not there.)