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Losing my brother felt as if someone cut a piece of me off. I don’t know what I’ll do now that I’ve lost Ed and Riku, too.
I’ve already gone crazy once. I know what my limits are. If my face cries, my heart will start to cry too, so I’ve gotta smile. Right? Because pain is underrated as a tool of motivation.
But that’s hard to do when you’ve given in to pain. It’s coming in waves, and going over my head, pulling me under.
I don’t know if I’ll ever resurface.
Life isn’t fair. We tell children that it is, but it’s a terrible thing to do. It’s not only a lie, it’s a cruel lie. Life is not fair, and it never has been, and it’s never going to be.