Try and feel. Try and listen. Try and think of what you're missing. Try and look into my eyes. Try.
blahz. so interesting day kinda.
shane is super pissed at me... great. i am awesome.
its not cool. he accepted my apology but hes still gonna be really angry for awhile he said. things wont ever be the same. he said it himself.
damnz. it was terrible. i havent felt this bad in a long time.
anyway after school i had mock rock practice. that was actually kinda fun today. after we sat down and had girl talk majorly. hahaha.
mrs. cook wants to take me out to lunch one day. shes so cute! so possibly on wednesday if its a half day and we have 123. lol she definitely loves me. hehe
oooh also i have to write about "a partricularly satsifying or difficult life experience and how i reacted to it" for a scholarship for $6000 at wayne state!!! i had no idea what i was gonna write about, but i think i do now. i'm going to write about when my grandpa died, i lost all my faith in god. because that was a major part of my life and its affected my whole way of thinking now. i know it might offend people, but its who i am. its how my life is now because of the loss of too many loved ones.
but yeah. so im kind of excited to write that now. and i have to do chem. which i must start today.
::sigh::
and i've also decided that i am done with the whole, 'i want a relationship' bullshit. bring on the....haha nevermind.,.lori knows what im talking about. ;-)
i am just sick of drama. i just want to have fun....
nuff said.
work it.
:-P
shane is super pissed at me... great. i am awesome.
its not cool. he accepted my apology but hes still gonna be really angry for awhile he said. things wont ever be the same. he said it himself.
damnz. it was terrible. i havent felt this bad in a long time.
anyway after school i had mock rock practice. that was actually kinda fun today. after we sat down and had girl talk majorly. hahaha.
mrs. cook wants to take me out to lunch one day. shes so cute! so possibly on wednesday if its a half day and we have 123. lol she definitely loves me. hehe
oooh also i have to write about "a partricularly satsifying or difficult life experience and how i reacted to it" for a scholarship for $6000 at wayne state!!! i had no idea what i was gonna write about, but i think i do now. i'm going to write about when my grandpa died, i lost all my faith in god. because that was a major part of my life and its affected my whole way of thinking now. i know it might offend people, but its who i am. its how my life is now because of the loss of too many loved ones.
but yeah. so im kind of excited to write that now. and i have to do chem. which i must start today.
::sigh::
and i've also decided that i am done with the whole, 'i want a relationship' bullshit. bring on the....haha nevermind.,.lori knows what im talking about. ;-)
i am just sick of drama. i just want to have fun....
nuff said.
work it.
:-P