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Happy thanksgiving everyone. I hope you all had a great day. I was at my aunt angels and the whole side of Danielles fam went over there and let me tell you we had a lot of yummy food including my fav MASHED POTATOES. I even got a ton of extra left overs because my aunt made them esp for me. I love being with family sometimes esp since were not all together very often. It just gives me a warm feeling.
I'm done with drivers ed on Tuesday and then im taking in car. I'm getting closer and closer to my license haha yay.
Boys..okay so now a lot of people are teling me that Joe likes me and I really like him. We'll see how things goes. The only bad thing is he flirts a ton with other girls and im so afraid that he'll end up just like Russ. I know I can't blame another boy for Russ's action but i'm going to be cautious ya know. I just don't know how to trust people anymore. I don't think he'll ever treat me as bad as Russ but when it comes to girls its like that's his weakness and ahh I don't know. I always bring Russ up and I honestly am not very fond of him. He's a very mean person and never thinks about others people feelings because he's rich and spoiled and decent looking. One day he'll realize that and its going to bite him in the ass. People can change wihtin such a short period of time if you don't talk to them and it seems as if you don't even know them at all. I hate when that happens. I feel like that with several people now from wads.
Everyone hung out with their boyfriends tonight and gave thanks for everyone and everything. Ive had such a shitty year that honestly I don't want to give thanks so i'm not going to. I do love my family and friends though, don't get me wrong. This is the first thanksgiving ive been single since 7th grade..how weird is that. Yea well im excited for xmas a ton and for new years. every time a holiday comes around i always start to think about russ though I mean honestly is that normal? i know that im not obsessed with him or anything and were like over and im fine with that i just think its been so long since ive been alone on any of the holidays and it kinda makes me sad.
*If you love something let it go,
and if it come back to ya
thats how ya know
its for keeps ya
it's for sure*
I'm done with drivers ed on Tuesday and then im taking in car. I'm getting closer and closer to my license haha yay.
Boys..okay so now a lot of people are teling me that Joe likes me and I really like him. We'll see how things goes. The only bad thing is he flirts a ton with other girls and im so afraid that he'll end up just like Russ. I know I can't blame another boy for Russ's action but i'm going to be cautious ya know. I just don't know how to trust people anymore. I don't think he'll ever treat me as bad as Russ but when it comes to girls its like that's his weakness and ahh I don't know. I always bring Russ up and I honestly am not very fond of him. He's a very mean person and never thinks about others people feelings because he's rich and spoiled and decent looking. One day he'll realize that and its going to bite him in the ass. People can change wihtin such a short period of time if you don't talk to them and it seems as if you don't even know them at all. I hate when that happens. I feel like that with several people now from wads.
Everyone hung out with their boyfriends tonight and gave thanks for everyone and everything. Ive had such a shitty year that honestly I don't want to give thanks so i'm not going to. I do love my family and friends though, don't get me wrong. This is the first thanksgiving ive been single since 7th grade..how weird is that. Yea well im excited for xmas a ton and for new years. every time a holiday comes around i always start to think about russ though I mean honestly is that normal? i know that im not obsessed with him or anything and were like over and im fine with that i just think its been so long since ive been alone on any of the holidays and it kinda makes me sad.
*If you love something let it go,
and if it come back to ya
thats how ya know
its for keeps ya
it's for sure*