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[klown_whor]

well that last journal entry obviously dont mean jack shit. i was def wrong about him. hes opened up to be the way he used to be. and i fucking love it. i love how hes become now.. finally. but this is something that made me cry..

me: mike... you were going to let me date him?
mike: let you i want you too
me: why do u want me too?
me: ..?
mike: cuz i know it will make you happy
me: and whut about him?
mike: i want him to be happy with you
me: i doubt he will be
mike: he will
me: he has an issue about showing emotions.. i cant even get him to tell me he loves me without pulling teeth
mike: he will open up to you
mike: no you wouldnt
me: he dont now... to get him to say "i love you" is like he has to type it and then x it off so noone sees it..
me: when i can get him to ask me out.. then ill believe him
me: n besides.. hes not happy with me now
mike: yea he is
me: how is he happy with me now?
mike: cuz he is
mike: you over annilize shit
me: no i dont
me: i analyze his actions
mike: and to deep
me: n whats the last thing hes told u about me
mike: that hes going to beat that boys ass for touching you
me: whut?!
me: wait
me: whut?!
mike: that boy kissed you
mike: hes going to beat that boys ass

I still feel your lips against mine, everytime i close my eyes.
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