Why is life so fucking cruel

[klown]

Why is it everytime I feel comvertable with a woman, someting has to rip us apart? Can I just find one woman who would love me for who I am? Is that fucking possible anymore? or am I just looking for the impossible.. maybe I should of just kept my dam heart closed. Maybe I should just go back into my fucking hole and seclude myself from society. I am so dam tired of hurting, I am so dam tired of this body, heart and soul feeling ampty and alone... I am just tired. Tired of it all, fed up with relastionships, love and life. I wish it would just fuckin end.... Were does my happyness come? when am I able to hold somebody at night, give a woman all my love? Why? thats all I ask. Why does love foresake me? Why does love pass me be? Why does Love run from me? Why????????? goddamnit, I am just tired of it all... Maybe i should just end this pathetic life. It seems nobody would miss this pathetic man. Fuck, all I want is hapyness......But I am destined to live a life of blissful agony. Sometimes I do wish I would just fucking DIE!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate this fucking shit.