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Life...what is the point?
When we are young, we are ignorant, and we are happy. Everything is amazing, everything is new, there is no hate, atleast no long lasting hate.
This lasts till about 12. As soon as we realize we have the skill to analyze everything in a logical manner, it goes downhill.
At first, our logic is skewed by our ignorance, but...the smarter we get, the better we are at using our logic.
The end result? Atleast for someone like me...unhappiness.
Think about life, what is the point? Go to school for 12 to 20 years, then work...till you are almost dead, then, at that point, you don't have the mobility you had as a younger person, and now you can only sit at home.
Then there are weapons, wars, killings...over what? So someone can have some land...for 30 more years before they die? What is the use? "Oh look, he died worth 30 billion".
Well, he is dead now, what use is it to him? Then people fight over that money too.
Then there is the lonliness. Maybe this is my fault, but I get so lonely sometimes that I think I should just go dump myself into the chesapeake.
Today was especially bad, someone that I had been talking to for a while just up and told me off...with no reason given.
This is why...I hate everything so much. I get the feeling that everything is going so well, and in the end it turns out that I was just being led on.
That is what life is, we are all just being led on. If there is a God, he must be a bored old man that is out to fuck with some, and give others the best, just so he can laugh even harder at someone elses misfortune.
...I hate me. Though, im sure everyone else on here does too, but oh well, thats my life. Maybe soon I won't have to deal with it any more.
When we are young, we are ignorant, and we are happy. Everything is amazing, everything is new, there is no hate, atleast no long lasting hate.
This lasts till about 12. As soon as we realize we have the skill to analyze everything in a logical manner, it goes downhill.
At first, our logic is skewed by our ignorance, but...the smarter we get, the better we are at using our logic.
The end result? Atleast for someone like me...unhappiness.
Think about life, what is the point? Go to school for 12 to 20 years, then work...till you are almost dead, then, at that point, you don't have the mobility you had as a younger person, and now you can only sit at home.
Then there are weapons, wars, killings...over what? So someone can have some land...for 30 more years before they die? What is the use? "Oh look, he died worth 30 billion".
Well, he is dead now, what use is it to him? Then people fight over that money too.
Then there is the lonliness. Maybe this is my fault, but I get so lonely sometimes that I think I should just go dump myself into the chesapeake.
Today was especially bad, someone that I had been talking to for a while just up and told me off...with no reason given.
This is why...I hate everything so much. I get the feeling that everything is going so well, and in the end it turns out that I was just being led on.
That is what life is, we are all just being led on. If there is a God, he must be a bored old man that is out to fuck with some, and give others the best, just so he can laugh even harder at someone elses misfortune.
...I hate me. Though, im sure everyone else on here does too, but oh well, thats my life. Maybe soon I won't have to deal with it any more.