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Soo. Chris is in Hawaii, and I got to talk to him for a couple of hours the last couple of days. It was nice. Good to converse with him. But at the same time, I know its only temporary. And when he gets into port next, he wont have his cell phone, and will be having to pay $2.50 per phone call plus $.50 a minute. We tried to talk about some things, but its hard, its never really the right conditions to discuss things. So I have resorted to writing all my thoughts and feelings in a letter to him. It wont get to him for a few more weeks though. I really miss him. One of his friends wives and I have started talking alot. We email eachother like 4 times a day. Chris and Clay are real good friends I guess. But its been interesting to talk to another military wife/girlfriend. Some one whos going though the same thing. When she says how shes feeling, its like she took the words right out my mouth. About saying good byes at air ports and the limited crappy connection phone calls with a billion people standing in the room, and the general lack of information concerning our boys whereabouts, and the constant worry - wishing with everything that I have that he is safe. Talking about how you try and keep it together at the air port, and then after hes gone, running to the bathroom and crying your eyes out. And feeling like you are going to throw up, and wanting to just disapear and isolate your self from everyone. But hopefully I wont fall into some nasty depression.
The new math and science building is open and its pretty awesome. All new facilities, new labs, wireless through out the building, study areas every where, windows, plants... It just feels studious and like you can actually get stuff done, rather than trying to share labs with english classes and what not. So I am excited.
I also down sized by piercing, and it all nice and small and not like LOOK AT THE GIANT BLUE BLOB ON MY FACE! Now I have a small silver ball and an even tinyer little green rock thing.
But now I am going to go sit next to my phone so I dont miss my last phone call from chris for the next 3 weeks.
The new math and science building is open and its pretty awesome. All new facilities, new labs, wireless through out the building, study areas every where, windows, plants... It just feels studious and like you can actually get stuff done, rather than trying to share labs with english classes and what not. So I am excited.
I also down sized by piercing, and it all nice and small and not like LOOK AT THE GIANT BLUE BLOB ON MY FACE! Now I have a small silver ball and an even tinyer little green rock thing.
But now I am going to go sit next to my phone so I dont miss my last phone call from chris for the next 3 weeks.