Sep 30, 2018 17:23
I'm writing from a new position in my bedroom. One that I have never written from before, not that I'm aware of.
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately.
About my future self and what I'm up to right now.
I know it's all in the moment because I know that my future exists.
I'm here but I'm also there and it's all literally happening at the same time lol
So
to my future self. And me now
I hope that we're doing well.
We gotta be doing well.
Like... physically, emotionally, financially, mentally, spiritually, everything, well.....
It all needs to be at the best peak condition and working smoothly and precisely.
I pray for our health, mine and yours, ours.
Us.
We are I
I are THEY
We are the SAME
At least as humans.
I'm gonna try to pull some tarot cards to see how the month of October will go. TOmorrow will be the 1st.
I cannot believe that this year has gone by like this. It feels like forever but also a blink of an eye.
I hope I can continue trying to get better and prove to myself once and for all that I matter and I'm worthy and I can fucking do this damnit.