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It's difficult to get over someone when there's no one new around. Even if you've totally lost interest in the person, when drinks are involved, it's tricky.
You may have lost almost all of your feelings for them, but when drinks start flowing and they start flirting and dancing with another girl, after they've expressed drunk feelings that they want to hook up and you deny them because it's for the best... yeah, that's tough.
Ugh. I just want him to beg for me back. But, I have to understand that that's not going to happen.
It would be so much easier if there were other interesting men around. But there isn't. And I need to spend as little as possible. I can't frolick around the bars, meeting new guys. I don't have the money or the interest for that.
Must accept being a hermit and working solely on my writing. It can be done.
It's stuff like this that has to make me understand that he's not worth it. He's not nessecarily a bad person... but in this peticular situation, he is.
Need to let go. Need to move on.
Back to Van in less than 4 months...
write, write, write, that's what's important
career. future. life. ectera.
You may have lost almost all of your feelings for them, but when drinks start flowing and they start flirting and dancing with another girl, after they've expressed drunk feelings that they want to hook up and you deny them because it's for the best... yeah, that's tough.
Ugh. I just want him to beg for me back. But, I have to understand that that's not going to happen.
It would be so much easier if there were other interesting men around. But there isn't. And I need to spend as little as possible. I can't frolick around the bars, meeting new guys. I don't have the money or the interest for that.
Must accept being a hermit and working solely on my writing. It can be done.
It's stuff like this that has to make me understand that he's not worth it. He's not nessecarily a bad person... but in this peticular situation, he is.
Need to let go. Need to move on.
Back to Van in less than 4 months...
write, write, write, that's what's important
career. future. life. ectera.