You can tell me you like this as much as your little heart would like! *g* I think I feel equally for both of them. Poor Jensen is so lost and Jared is so damned in over his head and yet he refuses to stop.
I didn't wanna drag the semi-deception of Christian out and have it be some huge thing later. I am trying to avoid things like that. I am trying for some grey area between reality and fiction with this where it's close enough to reality that people aren't put off by the "that isn't possible"-ness of it. And at the same time far enough from reality that it IS still fiction and full of fun and entertainment, and feeling good.
Of course this Christian thing leaves me looking for support for Jared, which I hadn't planned on since I originally planned for Christian to fill Jared's "shoulder to lean on" role. So now I'm back to the drawing board for that part.
Yeah, Jensen's been suffering through some bad things from other people. Jared really is something he'd never encountered before. He didn't get into this by himself and it wasn't just a single event that put him here. I think they why's are the part that make me the most nervous about this story 'cause they're really bad and seem endless if it works out the way I have it thought out in my head. Plus there's several unexpected bad guys.
I am trying for some grey area between reality and fiction with this where it's close enough to reality that people aren't put off by the "that isn't possible"-ness of it.
I think that you're doing a great job walking that thin line between realistic and fiction.
Of course this Christian thing leaves me looking for support for Jared, which I hadn't planned on since I originally planned for Christian to fill Jared's "shoulder to lean on" role. So now I'm back to the drawing board for that part.
I think that in a way it could still work. I mean Jared is so stressed out right now, that Chris should hopefully realize that, right? Maybe Christian could take the next step and try to be there for Jared again...or maybe not. *shrugs*
I think they why's are the part that make me the most nervous about this story 'cause they're really bad and seem endless if it works out the way I have it thought out in my head. Plus there's several unexpected bad guys.
Well, I'm really hoping that it works out the way you're wanting it to because I'm sure that the ideas and reasons no matter how painful are going to just be amazing to read. Plus unexpected bad guys are awesome.
I didn't wanna drag the semi-deception of Christian out and have it be some huge thing later. I am trying to avoid things like that. I am trying for some grey area between reality and fiction with this where it's close enough to reality that people aren't put off by the "that isn't possible"-ness of it. And at the same time far enough from reality that it IS still fiction and full of fun and entertainment, and feeling good.
Of course this Christian thing leaves me looking for support for Jared, which I hadn't planned on since I originally planned for Christian to fill Jared's "shoulder to lean on" role. So now I'm back to the drawing board for that part.
Yeah, Jensen's been suffering through some bad things from other people. Jared really is something he'd never encountered before. He didn't get into this by himself and it wasn't just a single event that put him here. I think they why's are the part that make me the most nervous about this story 'cause they're really bad and seem endless if it works out the way I have it thought out in my head. Plus there's several unexpected bad guys.
Glad you're still reading!
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I think that you're doing a great job walking that thin line between realistic and fiction.
Of course this Christian thing leaves me looking for support for Jared, which I hadn't planned on since I originally planned for Christian to fill Jared's "shoulder to lean on" role. So now I'm back to the drawing board for that part.
I think that in a way it could still work. I mean Jared is so stressed out right now, that Chris should hopefully realize that, right? Maybe Christian could take the next step and try to be there for Jared again...or maybe not. *shrugs*
I think they why's are the part that make me the most nervous about this story 'cause they're really bad and seem endless if it works out the way I have it thought out in my head. Plus there's several unexpected bad guys.
Well, I'm really hoping that it works out the way you're wanting it to because I'm sure that the ideas and reasons no matter how painful are going to just be amazing to read. Plus unexpected bad guys are awesome.
*hugs*
-C-
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