untitiled { qmi ; chapter two }

Sep 10, 2010 20:25

 Title: Untitled (Pregnant!Kyuhyun Drabble Series)
Chapter: 2 / 50
Band: Super Junior, Super Junior M
Pairings: Kyuhyun / Zhou Mi
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Male pregnancy, homosexuality, light swearing
Summary: After SMTOWN '10 in L.A., everyone is back in South Korea and Kyuhyun has a dilemma.
Comments: Here's the second~ Enjoy!

037. secret ; kyuhyun / zhou mi

A few days have past since my talk with Ryeowook... and I never did call Zhou Mi. I'm not sure if I'm nervous or that I want to see his expression instead of hear it over the phone.

But it would make sense if I was nervous, it's not everyday that a man tells his boyfriend that he's pregnant. Especially since we never considered children in out relationship (it wasn't really needed).

Then again, I am talking about the man who's walking smiles if anything.

So what is this sudden hesitation to tell him? I've already told Ryeowook and Sungmin (being my roommate, I thought that it was important to tell him that he was getting a new rommate) and what I can't handle is that I won't be seeing Zhou Mi for a while; we just had SMTOWN and he's busy with his show right now. Even if Super Junior M is going to release an album in some time, there's still confusion on who our leader will be and once I tell out manager about my... current health status, it might be delayed even further unless they expect me to be able to do promotions with an enormous belly and risk my (our) child's safety. But Super Junior M isn't expected to meet for at least another month.

Although, we (all of SM Entertainment) do get two weeks off to relieve stress from SMTOWN (and for Super Junior, the addition of Super Show 3).

Maybe I can go to China, because I do want to see his face break out into a sweet smile when I break the news, I want to feel him hold me and the baby for the first time before my stomach starts to bulge and looks somewhat unnatural. I...

I want need to hear his tell me that I'll always be beautiful to him.

I break out of my sappy trance when my phone rings.

Shit. "Hello?"

"Kui Xian!" he shouts (my poor eardrums). "I love you!"

"That better not be the only reason you're calling." I was secretly elated that he called me out-of-the-blue... I won't tell him though.

"Quite possibly, but does it matter? I LOVE YOU." I held the phone away from my ear, still being able to hear his perfect Mandarin.

"Actually, I have something to tell you." I try, "Well, ask actually."

"What's up, baby?" I need to tell him that term won't be appropriate anymore.

"You know that we all get two weeks off, right? I was wonder if..." if, if, if... what comes next again? "if I could fly to China and stay with you." There, it's out and I'm busy wriggling my toes in anxiety.

A pause.

Shit.

I'm crying inside and I'm 99.9% sure it's the hormones going wack.

"You want to come see me?" Zhou Mi asks tentatively. "Instead of your family?"

"Um, well there's actually something else I need to tell you, but we have to do it face-to-face." I feel like crying and I have don't know why salty water wants to burst from my eyes.

I'd usually have a sarcastic statement about now, but I don't feel anything coming.

Stupid pregnancy reducing my snark mindset to dust.

"You can't tell me now?" He sounds way to optimistc for his own good, but that's probably a good thing. I'm the miserable one right now for keeping secrets from him.

"Well, I could but if I told you then I don't think you'd be too happy at me; well, not as happy then if I told you face-to-face, you know?"

"Yeah yeah, so when are you coming?" I freeze up. Does this mean he says yes? Spending all his vacation time in China... with his love. It sounds fun.

"Wait, back up for a moment: so it's a yes?" It better be a yes or I might just go cry in a corner...

...I did not just think that, I did not, I did not.

"Of course! What, you thought that I'd be all 'No way, man! I have a life that doesn't include you!' because that's very untrue baby. You are my life, okay?" Zhou Mi coos at me and I can hear him talking in a slight baby-voice (have to tell him that I'm not the right person to be using that voice to) and I'm blushing (it's the baby's fault, I swear).

"Okay, enough of the cheesy shit." My voice resounds with a small bite at the end and I'm pretty sure he just ignores it since he knows me "all too well" and that it's "my need for rebellious behaviour since I was a complete loser as a child," which is not true; I just really love math.

"So when? I should clean up my apartment and make some room for all your things..." he continues to mumble to himself as I'm going through the list of times of when I can leave Korea.

"What about tomorrow around 9AM?" Oh god, can I even get up that early? I still have to pack and it's already almost 11PM.

"Sure! I can pick you up, I'm so excited! You're visiting me in China!" Zhou Mi starts giggling like a little girl (that he is, we all know that) and random shrieking ensues. "Oh! You should start packing; it's like, almost midnight right? You need to sleep and don't play games tonight!"

"Mi, I wasn't going to..." I shouldn't say that because earlier I was comtemplating whether or not I should just pull an all-nighter and play the second StarCraft, and he can also see straight through any lie that involves me saying "no" and "games" in the same sentence, unless it's "No, I'm busy playing games."

"I should hang up so you can pack. Don't play any games tonight, alright?" Begrudgingly, I nod my head, immediately regretting the action since I felt nauseous soon after.

"Alright, love you. See you tomorrow." I say quickly in order to finish the conversation and make a rush to the bathroom.

"Love you too, Kui Xian! Sleep tight!" He makes a smooching sound and hangs up promtly.

I really hope I don't wake up too early for my morning sickness and end up having to upchuck in the airplane... Ew.

A/N: Zhou Mi will finally make an appearance next chapter :) But not the confession!

fanfiction: drabble, band: super junior m, band: super junior, fanfiction: multichapter, pairing: qmi, au: male pregnancy

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