reunited
against the formidable anxiety puffer fish in my belly, we stopped off in greensboro on the way home last sunday.
i got to hug my little brother and my heart squealed. he's ok.
and his new girlfriend sounds really great, for real. she sews. and nice hand bags at that. i can't wait to meet her!
and i know also that this is not where i should go to grad school.
i have gotten to the point where i'm tired of myself just making plans but not really putting in the time and effort to make those things really come to fruition in a timely manner. i need to prove to myself that i have what it takes to kick it into high gear again. there's no slacking allowed (for me) in grad school. i'm being strict with me.
i'm selling my stuff til i can fit it in a regular car. then i can move where i feel the need to go.
i think that portland might be next. but we'll see.
my mama is the major string holding me here. i miss her so terribly and i can't bear the thought of causing her worry or sadness.
my friend anna gave me a copy of a great compilation of world psychedelic classics called "love's a real thing."
i really like #4. i've been listening to it for two days.
my sewing table is taking shape. i bought two big speakers for a few bucks and now must fashion a table top. then there'll be no stopping me!!!
sew-crazy maddness!
ooo-ooo-oolong tea!
sashay sashay sashay and hop...
k*
i got to hug my little brother and my heart squealed. he's ok.
and his new girlfriend sounds really great, for real. she sews. and nice hand bags at that. i can't wait to meet her!
and i know also that this is not where i should go to grad school.
i have gotten to the point where i'm tired of myself just making plans but not really putting in the time and effort to make those things really come to fruition in a timely manner. i need to prove to myself that i have what it takes to kick it into high gear again. there's no slacking allowed (for me) in grad school. i'm being strict with me.
i'm selling my stuff til i can fit it in a regular car. then i can move where i feel the need to go.
i think that portland might be next. but we'll see.
my mama is the major string holding me here. i miss her so terribly and i can't bear the thought of causing her worry or sadness.
my friend anna gave me a copy of a great compilation of world psychedelic classics called "love's a real thing."
i really like #4. i've been listening to it for two days.
my sewing table is taking shape. i bought two big speakers for a few bucks and now must fashion a table top. then there'll be no stopping me!!!
sew-crazy maddness!
ooo-ooo-oolong tea!
sashay sashay sashay and hop...
k*