and it's you i see, but you don't see me

[klh232]

so the first of the lasts has begun, i guess. yesterday was the first pep rally/spirit day/football game of the year. pep rally was fun i guess...the volleyball team got roses, so i was happy to see that. plus i like getting flowers from football players..so there you go. spirit day was fun too, i was happy with the effort made by 06 to look like they belong in the 60's. umm football game was fun too i guess. no, that's a lie. it was away too freakin hot to be thought of as fun. but it was nice to see a lot of people i don't get to see on an everyday basis (including my babygirl johnny and andrew, buah).

is it wrong of me to say i think i might be developing senioritis already? don't get me wrong, i really and truly have the best friends anyone has ever had (ever...seriously) but the rest of the school just doesn't do it for me anymore. maybe it's just been the past week or so that i've come to realize that people aren't going to change, even if you make so much effort to help them. that is something i need to accept and just move on from...because i'm tired of killing myself over worrying if they made it home safe or not from yet another night of drinking/smoking/snorting their troubles away. it's just worthless.

alright, time to go work on my application for A&M. i'll (hopefully) be there to visit in one week!!! i can't wait.

actually, i'm working today. ok, application stuff then work. over and out.