Some days all I do is watch the sky....
Today was pretty uneventful.
I missed Brandon a lot. I'm glad I have him, really. He's very tolerant of me. I like how he understands that I'm cranky when I'm hungry, grumpy when I'm tired... blah, blah, blah. If I decide to go to school away from here, I am going to miss him so much. It's stupid how a cap has been placed on this relationship. Especially because this one's worked for nine months, monday, and it has worked well. Significant feelings are expressed constantly by both parties -- myself and Brandon -- and it seems like we'd be doing ourselves an injustice if we didn't at least attempt to make it work regardless of where we end up in six/eight/whatever months....
But, I suppose there is no point in stressing about it now. Enjoying it is what seems to make the most sense.
A variation of these feelings are starting to turn up about pretty much everyone... I should stop the bitching about how senior year is over-rated, and just enjoy my friends, and family too, i suppose.
I think I am getting my hair cut tomorrow. It needs it. Hurrah.
I missed Brandon a lot. I'm glad I have him, really. He's very tolerant of me. I like how he understands that I'm cranky when I'm hungry, grumpy when I'm tired... blah, blah, blah. If I decide to go to school away from here, I am going to miss him so much. It's stupid how a cap has been placed on this relationship. Especially because this one's worked for nine months, monday, and it has worked well. Significant feelings are expressed constantly by both parties -- myself and Brandon -- and it seems like we'd be doing ourselves an injustice if we didn't at least attempt to make it work regardless of where we end up in six/eight/whatever months....
But, I suppose there is no point in stressing about it now. Enjoying it is what seems to make the most sense.
A variation of these feelings are starting to turn up about pretty much everyone... I should stop the bitching about how senior year is over-rated, and just enjoy my friends, and family too, i suppose.
I think I am getting my hair cut tomorrow. It needs it. Hurrah.