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My mom sat next to the Presiding Bishop's husband on her flight from Birmingham to Nashville yesterday. I may be grasping at straws here, but something in me says it's got to be a sign.
The Commission meeting is on Thursday, so I'll drive up north through the pasture fields and into the woods where my vocation and future are at stake. If I were less loved or had less support, this would be all too easy to quit, settle into a life of mediocrity, play doctor's wife, and forget about it. But church on Sunday with everyone giving me love let me know that I have to do this. Take some deep breaths, tell them everything slowly and calmly, and hope that they see and hear what I have seen and heard since I was 16.
Speaking of 16, I haven't weighed this little since about then. I reached my second goal weight yesterday. Luckily my wedding gown has a corset back, but I'm kind of wishing I'd decided on something a little more curve-hugging and sexy. Oh well, at least I'll look hot in my bikini lounging on the beach in Punta Cana.
The Commission meeting is on Thursday, so I'll drive up north through the pasture fields and into the woods where my vocation and future are at stake. If I were less loved or had less support, this would be all too easy to quit, settle into a life of mediocrity, play doctor's wife, and forget about it. But church on Sunday with everyone giving me love let me know that I have to do this. Take some deep breaths, tell them everything slowly and calmly, and hope that they see and hear what I have seen and heard since I was 16.
Speaking of 16, I haven't weighed this little since about then. I reached my second goal weight yesterday. Luckily my wedding gown has a corset back, but I'm kind of wishing I'd decided on something a little more curve-hugging and sexy. Oh well, at least I'll look hot in my bikini lounging on the beach in Punta Cana.