Introspective Monkey
I miss my friends in PA.
I miss just being able to shoot the wind with them.
Yet, I smile at the times that we were able to spend. Glancing back through my mind, the time that we were all able to sit around in my living room just talking was some of the best times that I have had.
Though, the people that I miss the most were my friends that I had in high school. I know that a lot of people say that they wouldn't go back through if their life depended on it, but I do. It felt good getting up each morning knowing that I could see faces that I knew and loved. I miss their smiling faces and their hugs that they gave me without a second thought. Even though I was an arrogant prick my senior year, they still loved me for who I was, even if it was a mask. They were, and will always be, my best friends, besides my brother that is.
Yet, I smile again knowing that they are still on my mind and that they are successful in life, even though I don't know if its love that they are excelling at. Also, because they haven't forgotten about me at all.
I missed the interview today due to car troubles, but I'm not upset. I was able to schedule another interview. I know my chances at a successful life dwindle daily, and I know that I am letting it slip by me. I can't say that I'm upset about it because I'm not going to let it slip any further. I will be successful come hell or high water.
Not by a long shot am I happy with my life, but I'm not also rock bottom. I know that a year from now that I will have a good job, and be on my way to college. I'm going to do what it takes to know that the future Mrs. Froment will be happy with the man that she decided to rain her blessings down upon me. In the mean time, I'm not going to subject her to a life of worrying about bills and the such, so I must be financially be able to provide for my future kids and for her. I know that people don't agree with it, but it's what I know to be right in my mind.
I know that I have made mistakes in my past that could have an effect later on down the road, but I don't regret any of them. To regret your past, is to live in it. Each event in my life has made me the person that I am, and will make me the man that I will be.
Anyone that reads this journal, know that I appreciate the time that you are taking to read this. I only ask 2 things.
1) Respond back with any comment, any. I don't care how trivial, just let me know what you think.
2) Be patient. I will come around to being the person that I should be.
Thank you, and have a nice day.
I miss just being able to shoot the wind with them.
Yet, I smile at the times that we were able to spend. Glancing back through my mind, the time that we were all able to sit around in my living room just talking was some of the best times that I have had.
Though, the people that I miss the most were my friends that I had in high school. I know that a lot of people say that they wouldn't go back through if their life depended on it, but I do. It felt good getting up each morning knowing that I could see faces that I knew and loved. I miss their smiling faces and their hugs that they gave me without a second thought. Even though I was an arrogant prick my senior year, they still loved me for who I was, even if it was a mask. They were, and will always be, my best friends, besides my brother that is.
Yet, I smile again knowing that they are still on my mind and that they are successful in life, even though I don't know if its love that they are excelling at. Also, because they haven't forgotten about me at all.
I missed the interview today due to car troubles, but I'm not upset. I was able to schedule another interview. I know my chances at a successful life dwindle daily, and I know that I am letting it slip by me. I can't say that I'm upset about it because I'm not going to let it slip any further. I will be successful come hell or high water.
Not by a long shot am I happy with my life, but I'm not also rock bottom. I know that a year from now that I will have a good job, and be on my way to college. I'm going to do what it takes to know that the future Mrs. Froment will be happy with the man that she decided to rain her blessings down upon me. In the mean time, I'm not going to subject her to a life of worrying about bills and the such, so I must be financially be able to provide for my future kids and for her. I know that people don't agree with it, but it's what I know to be right in my mind.
I know that I have made mistakes in my past that could have an effect later on down the road, but I don't regret any of them. To regret your past, is to live in it. Each event in my life has made me the person that I am, and will make me the man that I will be.
Anyone that reads this journal, know that I appreciate the time that you are taking to read this. I only ask 2 things.
1) Respond back with any comment, any. I don't care how trivial, just let me know what you think.
2) Be patient. I will come around to being the person that I should be.
Thank you, and have a nice day.