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Aug 25, 2005 12:15

Wow… long time and no update. Better fix that right now!

Life, my emotions, and my thoughts have been moving chaotically and at a lightening pace. Here’s what’s been going on:



Moving out:
Starting this Sunday, I am beginning the move out process. Back out of the parent’s house and into a place I’m sharing with Roch, Colin, and Paul. I’m definitely looking forward to moving in with friends and of course to living in Ann Arbor again! I do have concerns though. We’re really tight on money. Roch had to buy a new radiator for his car, Paul got some tickets (which we’re fighting) while riding my jetskiis, and I know that I’ve been kinda poor too. I’m a little bit bummed that everyone wasn’t able save up enough money to make things more comfortable. I’m also seriously stressing about us making the first rent payment. It’s going to be tight. Overall, I’m definitely happy about moving out… I just can’t wait until the finances improve.

Job situation:
Still working for Cellular & More. I’ve learned a TON about sales here and a good amount about people. BUT, I HATE retail. I don’t want to be doing this much longer. I know I’m capable of way more than I do here. Things depend on whether or not I start working full time with Paul and his dad. If I do, I’d be making way more money and be way happier. If not, it’s only going to be a matter of time before I leave the cell phone job and find a different (and way better) job. Only problem there is that if I leave Cellular & More I probably will not be able to work for Paul and his dad at all. I guess only time will tell how that pans out.

Girls:
Hey, still single. It seems like many of my good friends are finding significant others lately. I’m definitely happy for them, but I keep feeling more and more depressed as a result. I have this feeling that I’m going to be the only guy at my new house without a girlfriend. On one end, I’ve been bumming, on the other end, I haven’t really done much to go out looking for a girl. I need to gather more confidence and be more proactive about becoming un-single. I really don’t have any room to complain until I do that. *sigh* Hopefully living in Ann Arbor will present more of an opportunity to meet someone.

Future:
I’m trying to think positively for the future. I’ll be moving out within the week, within a few months I think I’ll have an improved job situation. Here’s hoping that I will not be single much longer. I will work on becoming more self confident, happier, and more content. I think I’m going to start reading more books, trying to cook (real meals, not ramen… lol), and trying to be more positive. I’m also committed to begin a work-out regiment. I’d like to become more toned… I doubt I’d ever be uber muscular… haha, nor would I want to be. Becoming decently toned will do it for me.

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