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my computer's been gay, so i havent been able to update and its been making me feel lost.
this weeks gone by really fast, thank God, i'm readyfor the month to be over. i like this new kick that im on. its all about getting myself back on track. ive been to Mass a few mornings this week before work, and ive sworn off all the things that i know are keeping me on a path im not to proud to be on.
i hope its not to late. really. im not worried at this point, not realisiticly speaking, im just making myself be an idiot out of habit. must stop this. it will, it will end.
eric's comin over this weekend. auntie m's southerner party is on friday and i think saturday is re's annual birthday party thingy. not birthday party, just goof off at her house night. im not sure how i feel about her and stephen when it comes down to it. im super happy that they're both happy, i just think its kinda icky. oh well, 18 years of friendship will not be beaten by a male. or a female for the record...
i finally went out in new orleans the other night. saw the old gang, well members of them atleast. baker and waldron being the highlights. i forgot how much i missed those days. the senior year days. post-football games and every night last summer. good times good times. i actually dragged brittany along with me, she was horrified that we were entering back into "that world" but she ended up doing alright when she realized that she knew some of "them" already. A+ for effort.
and tuesday night, kristen, scrooge, brittany, mayer re and i went to melting pot for re's birthday. so so so yummy! it was mucho expensive, but totally worth the spending, im working for a reason.
speaking of whihc, ive got 11 days left atthe office, and i think im getting sad. i like this routine. i like the people, the patients and the idea that we're helping people feel better. bri said he'd try and find me an office in baton rouge, so i really hope that works out for the best.
finally got some stuff for the apartment. thank God im rooming with ashley and paul. paul is the bestest guy ever and ashley and i are really good with the girl talking thing... yay! super excited!
oo but best guys... sean called me the other night before we went to bourbon, turns outhe's in town, so he and travis came with us to celebrate for re's birthday. i misss him soooo much! he's coming to lsu in a semester, yay for that idea! we decided we were getting married... yes, we made that decision on bourbon... yay to us!
what does eric think of that? well, i broke up with him theother night with the reason of i did something bad in detroit, and i dont want it to ever come back up in conversation... so i figure if we're broken up, he can ask me back out if it really isnt that big of a deal. yes, this is gay. but i figure im trying to cover my ass in the long run. i suppose ill tell him the whole truth this weekend... but im not sure if i can stomach the whole truth myself...
it makes me want to barf. detroit was the last straw. no more for me.
anyways, were having a relay meeting downstairs that ive decided to temporarily ditch. remind me to get back down there...
xoox kel
this weeks gone by really fast, thank God, i'm readyfor the month to be over. i like this new kick that im on. its all about getting myself back on track. ive been to Mass a few mornings this week before work, and ive sworn off all the things that i know are keeping me on a path im not to proud to be on.
i hope its not to late. really. im not worried at this point, not realisiticly speaking, im just making myself be an idiot out of habit. must stop this. it will, it will end.
eric's comin over this weekend. auntie m's southerner party is on friday and i think saturday is re's annual birthday party thingy. not birthday party, just goof off at her house night. im not sure how i feel about her and stephen when it comes down to it. im super happy that they're both happy, i just think its kinda icky. oh well, 18 years of friendship will not be beaten by a male. or a female for the record...
i finally went out in new orleans the other night. saw the old gang, well members of them atleast. baker and waldron being the highlights. i forgot how much i missed those days. the senior year days. post-football games and every night last summer. good times good times. i actually dragged brittany along with me, she was horrified that we were entering back into "that world" but she ended up doing alright when she realized that she knew some of "them" already. A+ for effort.
and tuesday night, kristen, scrooge, brittany, mayer re and i went to melting pot for re's birthday. so so so yummy! it was mucho expensive, but totally worth the spending, im working for a reason.
speaking of whihc, ive got 11 days left atthe office, and i think im getting sad. i like this routine. i like the people, the patients and the idea that we're helping people feel better. bri said he'd try and find me an office in baton rouge, so i really hope that works out for the best.
finally got some stuff for the apartment. thank God im rooming with ashley and paul. paul is the bestest guy ever and ashley and i are really good with the girl talking thing... yay! super excited!
oo but best guys... sean called me the other night before we went to bourbon, turns outhe's in town, so he and travis came with us to celebrate for re's birthday. i misss him soooo much! he's coming to lsu in a semester, yay for that idea! we decided we were getting married... yes, we made that decision on bourbon... yay to us!
what does eric think of that? well, i broke up with him theother night with the reason of i did something bad in detroit, and i dont want it to ever come back up in conversation... so i figure if we're broken up, he can ask me back out if it really isnt that big of a deal. yes, this is gay. but i figure im trying to cover my ass in the long run. i suppose ill tell him the whole truth this weekend... but im not sure if i can stomach the whole truth myself...
it makes me want to barf. detroit was the last straw. no more for me.
anyways, were having a relay meeting downstairs that ive decided to temporarily ditch. remind me to get back down there...
xoox kel