if you say your happy, im not the only one lying....
im not quite sure where to begin.
this is the detroit post. i guess this year there's only gonna be one, but maybe thats because everything seems to revolve around music, male drama and the general summer hanging out.
the music front has been wonderful. ive managed 5 new cds, a wicked new playlist and lyrics to sum up the last 4 months of my life. its such a shame i can't be outwardly bitter any more, ive got the best lines to cover everything. see subject, it's exhibit A. i think my second favorite line of life is "im just a notch in your bedpost but your just a line in a song" ...thats absolutly brilliant.
the male drama front this year has just been different. im not sure how i feel about it really. holli and i have never EVER been in the same, peaceful i mean, relationship status. and we arent again this year either, but this time its royally shitty. shes as tough as i am, like a mirror in fact. the way shes dealing with this steve shit is the exact way i dealt with the b. stuff. tough to the point of amazement on the outside... the kinda tough that people question because they think the "relationship" never existed for us to handle the breakup so well. on the inside, i know it sucks. kinda different here though. she has minor reasons to be mad at him, whereas i had the fucking ocean full of reasons, but at the same time, we both understand thei guys reasonings behind everything and are therefore obligated to suck it up and smile like nothings happened.
lifes a bitch like that.
i just remember last year and the year before being so crazy. so much random stuff was always going on, whether it wa with family, eric... lol whatever, there was always something intresting happening. not that this year is super-boring or anything, its just kinda sad. im not sure if its because of the steve shit or just cause michigan is boring, either way, im glad to be here for her during this quasi-shitty time.
on a happier note, ive gotten to see random people since ive been here! brad for 1. he's the goofy guy in my pictures thats dancing in paper flowers and napkins. he's like the most fun person to goof off with around here. beware of holli, soccer balls, and plungers. i saw stephanie, jen and charlotte last night too...
lol so last night eh... i got to go to a proper club. like the kind from movies with the huge dance floorS and stuff like that. new orleans has awesome BARS, dont get me wrong, but this was like a real club. fucking awesome! well, until we had all these nasty greasy guys come surround us. we had the baton rouge deal, left shoulder meant he was ok, right shoulder meant get me the fuck away! to attempt to strangle yourself meant...well yeah, the obvious... we danced on a stage, which was super funny, but in the end, we got sick of migrating to and from nasty guys, so we decided to split. on the road back, holli's friend justin called to see if we wanted to come chill, so we ended up at their apartment for a bit. there was like 4 or 5 guys over there, so the girls were a welcome suprise. we only hung out for a bit, but it was still nice comic relief.
so yeah, we're off to the cottage now. up for some 4th of july swimming and shit!! lol this should be fun!
im not quite ready to get home, but then on the other hand i know i have so much crap waiting for me i feel like i need to get started on it all. we'll see...
did i mention i died my hair red? oh, well i did. i like it! shan- its faded a bit, so im not so crazy looking now =) and i did i mention that the boyfriend thing is official? oh, well it is... =) he's the bestest!
must pack...
oh and shameless plug to holli... august 13th - 20th? what will you be doing?!?!
i love you babe, thanks so much for letting me visit! i love this place, and im so happy that im here for listen to all you're stuff... you know im always =, ALWAYS here for ya! xoxoxo!
xoxo kel
this is the detroit post. i guess this year there's only gonna be one, but maybe thats because everything seems to revolve around music, male drama and the general summer hanging out.
the music front has been wonderful. ive managed 5 new cds, a wicked new playlist and lyrics to sum up the last 4 months of my life. its such a shame i can't be outwardly bitter any more, ive got the best lines to cover everything. see subject, it's exhibit A. i think my second favorite line of life is "im just a notch in your bedpost but your just a line in a song" ...thats absolutly brilliant.
the male drama front this year has just been different. im not sure how i feel about it really. holli and i have never EVER been in the same, peaceful i mean, relationship status. and we arent again this year either, but this time its royally shitty. shes as tough as i am, like a mirror in fact. the way shes dealing with this steve shit is the exact way i dealt with the b. stuff. tough to the point of amazement on the outside... the kinda tough that people question because they think the "relationship" never existed for us to handle the breakup so well. on the inside, i know it sucks. kinda different here though. she has minor reasons to be mad at him, whereas i had the fucking ocean full of reasons, but at the same time, we both understand thei guys reasonings behind everything and are therefore obligated to suck it up and smile like nothings happened.
lifes a bitch like that.
i just remember last year and the year before being so crazy. so much random stuff was always going on, whether it wa with family, eric... lol whatever, there was always something intresting happening. not that this year is super-boring or anything, its just kinda sad. im not sure if its because of the steve shit or just cause michigan is boring, either way, im glad to be here for her during this quasi-shitty time.
on a happier note, ive gotten to see random people since ive been here! brad for 1. he's the goofy guy in my pictures thats dancing in paper flowers and napkins. he's like the most fun person to goof off with around here. beware of holli, soccer balls, and plungers. i saw stephanie, jen and charlotte last night too...
lol so last night eh... i got to go to a proper club. like the kind from movies with the huge dance floorS and stuff like that. new orleans has awesome BARS, dont get me wrong, but this was like a real club. fucking awesome! well, until we had all these nasty greasy guys come surround us. we had the baton rouge deal, left shoulder meant he was ok, right shoulder meant get me the fuck away! to attempt to strangle yourself meant...well yeah, the obvious... we danced on a stage, which was super funny, but in the end, we got sick of migrating to and from nasty guys, so we decided to split. on the road back, holli's friend justin called to see if we wanted to come chill, so we ended up at their apartment for a bit. there was like 4 or 5 guys over there, so the girls were a welcome suprise. we only hung out for a bit, but it was still nice comic relief.
so yeah, we're off to the cottage now. up for some 4th of july swimming and shit!! lol this should be fun!
im not quite ready to get home, but then on the other hand i know i have so much crap waiting for me i feel like i need to get started on it all. we'll see...
did i mention i died my hair red? oh, well i did. i like it! shan- its faded a bit, so im not so crazy looking now =) and i did i mention that the boyfriend thing is official? oh, well it is... =) he's the bestest!
must pack...
oh and shameless plug to holli... august 13th - 20th? what will you be doing?!?!
i love you babe, thanks so much for letting me visit! i love this place, and im so happy that im here for listen to all you're stuff... you know im always =, ALWAYS here for ya! xoxoxo!
xoxo kel