the test...(s)
i guess thats the best way to sum up the day, or atleast the last 2 hours ive been awake.
holli- you suck for making me paranoid. i passed that test with flying colors, thanks so much =)
i see eric tonight, and tomorrow, and sunday. i figured my nerves would freak out like this, they usually do. but im not sure this is what i want anymore. lol brittany pointed out this morning that you can go back 8 months ago and read the same kinda shit, about how i dont know what i want and how im scared to get involved. different person, same very fucked up attitude from me.
life is crazy.
for the first time since ive been home, i went out last night. rachael, brittany, kathlyn, jackie, brad, and friend... went to see some of their friends play at tipitinas. A+. awesome music. we went to tj's after, it was nice to see people and be social again. this working crap has really turned me into a bum.
which is why im playing hookie today. oopsie! i just wasnt in the mood to go in, and ive felt like crap all week, so i figured today was a decent day to rest, especially with the weekend plans!
shan- when are you coming to the grand world of LA? let me know dude, ill come meet you up there! and whats this buisness about the jackass? how's he doing? remember, im closer to him than you are... i can beat him up first if needed!! =) dont stress babe, it all works out for a reason.
anywaysss, im gonna go back to sleep i think. maybe run to the mall. its amazing what can be accomplished when you wake up at 7:45...
xoxo kel
holli- you suck for making me paranoid. i passed that test with flying colors, thanks so much =)
i see eric tonight, and tomorrow, and sunday. i figured my nerves would freak out like this, they usually do. but im not sure this is what i want anymore. lol brittany pointed out this morning that you can go back 8 months ago and read the same kinda shit, about how i dont know what i want and how im scared to get involved. different person, same very fucked up attitude from me.
life is crazy.
for the first time since ive been home, i went out last night. rachael, brittany, kathlyn, jackie, brad, and friend... went to see some of their friends play at tipitinas. A+. awesome music. we went to tj's after, it was nice to see people and be social again. this working crap has really turned me into a bum.
which is why im playing hookie today. oopsie! i just wasnt in the mood to go in, and ive felt like crap all week, so i figured today was a decent day to rest, especially with the weekend plans!
shan- when are you coming to the grand world of LA? let me know dude, ill come meet you up there! and whats this buisness about the jackass? how's he doing? remember, im closer to him than you are... i can beat him up first if needed!! =) dont stress babe, it all works out for a reason.
anywaysss, im gonna go back to sleep i think. maybe run to the mall. its amazing what can be accomplished when you wake up at 7:45...
xoxo kel