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What is the matter with me? well, im selfish and stupid, for starters. I make bad decisions that lead to good decisions that cause bad decisions again. Its a vicious cycle. I am throwing away a good thing that could turn out to be spectacular. On the one hand, i am happy and feel good. On the other hand, i feel sullen and forelorn.
I certainly can't explain myself anymore. Ive tried that. Explaining doesn't work. Talking only gets me into more trouble, yet thats what i wanted to do all along. This is what happens when i talk. I mess things up. I cause trouble. I cause unrest. I need to disappear for a while.
Gotta take this one day at a time. Gotta keep moving in this direction, i think this is the only chance I have. Ill keep trudging along until all the resources are exhausted. I want this to work.
Time. Time. Time. Time. Time. Time. someone give me some time to figure this out. I know there is a way to have both.
I certainly can't explain myself anymore. Ive tried that. Explaining doesn't work. Talking only gets me into more trouble, yet thats what i wanted to do all along. This is what happens when i talk. I mess things up. I cause trouble. I cause unrest. I need to disappear for a while.
Gotta take this one day at a time. Gotta keep moving in this direction, i think this is the only chance I have. Ill keep trudging along until all the resources are exhausted. I want this to work.
Time. Time. Time. Time. Time. Time. someone give me some time to figure this out. I know there is a way to have both.