deja vu

[kleineherbst]

it's a familiar episode

waking up each day, shrouded in mystery

some days are surprisingly fine

some days seem surprisingly fine, only to be seized by an unexpected grasp during the last hour of the day

then i wonder

why not indulge a little

after all

perhaps i won't have a chance tomorrow

and this feeling is so familiar

so familiar i feel as if it has never left me

maybe all these that are happening is only a spillover from the previous event