What the, how, but...? Where the hell do three months go!? For fuck's sake! I am a horrible blogger, always have been. Eh, wadda ya gonna do? My problem in the past has been caring too much what other people will think, measuring what I want to say too much based on how it'll make me look, which makes writing take forever, which makes me want to do it less. I'm trying to take my cue from my new life hero (a 20 year old comedic genius that reminds me of who I could've been) and just go for it, what others think be damned. Of course this is something I've been trying to do forever but now I can blame someone else if it doesn't work, 'cause I'm always looking for scapegoats.
Things've been interesting lately, quite un-fun really, so here I am to ground myself again. Workin' for the man continues to be not where it's at. I've just got to plant my feet here and figure out my next move. I'm doing that now.
I'm going to try to share my life more on here, more uncensored and openly, the fuck do I have to lose? Going to do more writing here too. I'm doing exercises using different, fun prompts, I'm writing articles for the troupe forums and stuff and I'll share those here as well. I'm really trying, I honestly am, it's just going a hell of a lot slower than I'd like, so I'm doing something about that as well. I'm 27 years old now, I wasted the majority of my adult life, I'm doing everything I can to correct that, I haven't been doing a very good job but progress is being made.
The ultimate goal here is to make a living writing, that's the plan. But for a plan to succeed you have to actively pursue the goal. It's easy to talk about what you want, actually doing something to make those things possible is where most of us get hung up, myself even more so than others.
So this'll be the story of my making things work, sharing my progress, following the steps. I'm going to be making drastic moves soon, I've got to, if I don't soon I'll never be able to. My life is going to get interesting, and I'm always a fan of interesting, especially the uncomfortable, fucked up, interesting, that's my favorite kind, and trust me, that's on the horizon.
So yeah, here we go. Enjoy, won't you?
I'm gonna finish this off with a quiz thing. Now, normally I hate these things and don't even do 'em, but I saw this one on
drderanged's LJ and I thought I'd give it a shot, killing time at work as I am. This fucker is frighteningly accurate, I call witch craft. I'm going to burn this quiz result, I'm kooky like that.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 33% Stability |||||||||| 36% Orderliness |||||| 30% Altruism |||||||||||||||| 70% Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63% Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63% Mystical |||||||||||| 43% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Religious |||| 16% Hedonism |||||||||||| 43% Materialism |||||||||||||| 56% Narcissism |||||| 23% Adventurousness |||||| 30% Work ethic |||||| 30% Self absorbed |||||| 23% Conflict seeking |||||||||||||| 56% Need to dominate |||||||||||| 43% Romantic |||||||||||||||| 70% Avoidant |||||||||| 36% Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56% Wealth |||| 16% Dependency |||||||||||| 43% Change averse |||||| 30% Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70% Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70% Sexuality |||||| 30% Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50% Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76% Physical Fitness |||||||||| 37% Histrionic |||||||||||| 43% Paranoia |||||||||||||| 56% Vanity |||||| 30% Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 76% Female cliche |||||||||| 36%
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