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So listen. Here's what's been going on. Im playing more and more with meds and ivs and all that glorious shit. I like doing admissions but love doing discharges more. Im clicking along faster on HIS. I finally figured out how to send out a miso gram. I stuck a foley into someone and played with a foley for your asshole. that was fun. Ive probably faced the best patients and this week, I experienced one hellish patient. I sent one patient down to stepdown bc of altered mental status and caught a newly developed heart irregularity. I spent a whole day with the Palliative Care team and a bunch of Med Students which was AMAZING. Emotionally draining but amazing.
ive also stuck myself with a dirty needle. that was fun. Had to go to Employee Health. Fuck, and I thought that signing my life away for skydiving was the scariest time of my life. Nope. Its when you get stuck with a dirty needle. But it's cool, got tested, patient got tested. Free and Clear. No more dirty needles. Fuck that mediport needle with no safety.
When Im not at work, Im homesick. I wonder all the time why I left. It's a chance of a lifetime, I know but it's hard. Only now Im starting to make some sort of friends. It's weird. I havent explored the city that much yet because I dont want to do it alone. And it seems like everyone is having a lot of fun at home. It sucks that Im always the one that has to go home. I feel like kind of a plague. Everyone stays away. I wish I had more Health Care people around here. that would be nice.
I think Im gonna quit on that thing that I always talk about. It's just not happening. I dont know what to do and I have to accept the fact that it wont. Better to just think this way than to get hopes up and get fucked over.
I love working at 16 E. I dont love living in 328.
Do you ever wonder why people think the way they do? Sometimes it's just so not logical! Sometimes it's unfair, the things they say or assume i mean. It pisses me off actually. But whatever. I need to nap or something. Long day.
ive also stuck myself with a dirty needle. that was fun. Had to go to Employee Health. Fuck, and I thought that signing my life away for skydiving was the scariest time of my life. Nope. Its when you get stuck with a dirty needle. But it's cool, got tested, patient got tested. Free and Clear. No more dirty needles. Fuck that mediport needle with no safety.
When Im not at work, Im homesick. I wonder all the time why I left. It's a chance of a lifetime, I know but it's hard. Only now Im starting to make some sort of friends. It's weird. I havent explored the city that much yet because I dont want to do it alone. And it seems like everyone is having a lot of fun at home. It sucks that Im always the one that has to go home. I feel like kind of a plague. Everyone stays away. I wish I had more Health Care people around here. that would be nice.
I think Im gonna quit on that thing that I always talk about. It's just not happening. I dont know what to do and I have to accept the fact that it wont. Better to just think this way than to get hopes up and get fucked over.
I love working at 16 E. I dont love living in 328.
Do you ever wonder why people think the way they do? Sometimes it's just so not logical! Sometimes it's unfair, the things they say or assume i mean. It pisses me off actually. But whatever. I need to nap or something. Long day.