Are we there yet?

May 02, 2006 12:32

Since when did the things we do in school start to really matter? Junior year is coming to an end and instead of being elated, Im dead scared. The end of Junior year means, the beginning of my true Nursing career with this externship. Also, after being sheltered and spoiled for many many years, I actually get to live on my own for 3 months and Im scared shitless. Ive wanted this since the beginning of college and now that it's here, I dont know what to do with myself!

After this summer, that means the beginning of Senior Year, working towards graduation and passing the dreaded NCLEX. After that, Im on my own! I dont have my classmates to lean on, my dear friends who Ive grown to love over these short three years. Actually, Im looking at Aiz right now and Im wondering if she's really studying or looking through websites on her computer... HAHAH no, she's doing work... Ciara just put on her buds because of the noisy girls behind her... Anyways... Hold up, I gotta pee...

hmm okay. relieved. I mean, do you guys remember senior year? It was such a relaxing time. We already got accepted to our schools and only worried about what to wear to prom and where to go for prom weekend. This time around, it's not so chillaxed (yes I used the phrase chillaxed).

I actually kind of enjoying studying... (huh whaat?) Ive been living, eating, breathing nursing these past couple months and it's actually not that bad (what the hell are you talking about?) No really hahah! I hope that all you college kids are loving what you are doing as well.

Whatever dude, Im trying to be all deep and shit and you all know Im not like that. Im just thinking while Im sitting here in the library, knee deep in Med/Surge.

It's really happening. Stay with me. Make it with me. We're almost there.
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