Here we go...
Well well well, about 12 more days of school left? Ive been completely pumped for school to end and to leave pentucket behind. But now Ive been getting those nostalgic feelings. Nostalgia is the best and worst feeling in a nutshell. Its weird, cause i still dont like pentucket, but ill miss it because yeah, it was my life for years. itll just be so weird not ever waking up again like the way i have been for most of my life. shiit, i just may have to "grow up" soon (heh, but dont count on it). but its starting to feel like summer. and there will be more lj entries to elaborate on. ive read the ones from last years' graduates, and its like "hmmm, i bet theyre going through a lot right now..." but there is so many feelings involved. ahhh
it was thursday when i began to have the feelings that were less like
"the time is coming" and more like "the time is here." Me and jess left school because it was the most beautiful day we've had and it felt like summer. we hopped into her car and went to newburyport, doing our usual screaming and dancing antics because its so good to see the school get smaller as you drive away with the music up and windows down. i swear it was like summer. then that Journey song came on ("doont stop, beliiievin!" haha), and even though people can say its a lame song, there was something about it that mixed with the time and place. i dunno it was almost nostalgic and next thing i know im crying. i know why i did, but it was just at a random time. i looked at jess and im like "oh my god jess, i want to cry right now" shes just like "its ok its ok just do it i know what you mean. that happens to me too now" so i just started to cry and was like "wow jess we're growing up." haha i know im such a baby, but i just got overwhelmed cause ive been trying to not think so much about graduating and leaving so many things behind. but we continued to have a great faux-summer day. sitting on the docks, (me hogging her sandwich), fooling with the boat ropes until the really really attractive guy made them squeeze my foot ("OOOWWWWwwWW"), following the guy walking the abominable snowman, ice creeeeam, rolling around in the grass, making fun of babies, chasing each other like 9yr olds. ahh it was lovely. summer should be grand. it better be.
oooh and i just joined this site: http://flickr.com/photos/this_fine_line/
it was thursday when i began to have the feelings that were less like
"the time is coming" and more like "the time is here." Me and jess left school because it was the most beautiful day we've had and it felt like summer. we hopped into her car and went to newburyport, doing our usual screaming and dancing antics because its so good to see the school get smaller as you drive away with the music up and windows down. i swear it was like summer. then that Journey song came on ("doont stop, beliiievin!" haha), and even though people can say its a lame song, there was something about it that mixed with the time and place. i dunno it was almost nostalgic and next thing i know im crying. i know why i did, but it was just at a random time. i looked at jess and im like "oh my god jess, i want to cry right now" shes just like "its ok its ok just do it i know what you mean. that happens to me too now" so i just started to cry and was like "wow jess we're growing up." haha i know im such a baby, but i just got overwhelmed cause ive been trying to not think so much about graduating and leaving so many things behind. but we continued to have a great faux-summer day. sitting on the docks, (me hogging her sandwich), fooling with the boat ropes until the really really attractive guy made them squeeze my foot ("OOOWWWWwwWW"), following the guy walking the abominable snowman, ice creeeeam, rolling around in the grass, making fun of babies, chasing each other like 9yr olds. ahh it was lovely. summer should be grand. it better be.
oooh and i just joined this site: http://flickr.com/photos/this_fine_line/