Indeedly do, It has been quite some time LJ.
My heart is heavy.
Its because I miss him.
My brain aches and spits out sickness.
Its because I miss his face.
My body shakes, and my lungs weeze.
Its because I miss his body against mine and his name on my breath as I speak to him.
My feet can barely keep me up.
Its because I dont have him to hold me.
Just a year left, and itll be okay. my butters is doin so good. Im so proud of her. being a mommy is awesome. Somethin I would have never seen myself get into and Im lovin every second of it. Its so natural. and shes so beautiful. She makes my heartbeat in her fathers absence, she keeps my lungs full of breath, and my mind one step ahead...but my body is tired and sore. Shes so big. I love her so much. And I cant wait for him to come home.
Its because I miss him.
My brain aches and spits out sickness.
Its because I miss his face.
My body shakes, and my lungs weeze.
Its because I miss his body against mine and his name on my breath as I speak to him.
My feet can barely keep me up.
Its because I dont have him to hold me.
Just a year left, and itll be okay. my butters is doin so good. Im so proud of her. being a mommy is awesome. Somethin I would have never seen myself get into and Im lovin every second of it. Its so natural. and shes so beautiful. She makes my heartbeat in her fathers absence, she keeps my lungs full of breath, and my mind one step ahead...but my body is tired and sore. Shes so big. I love her so much. And I cant wait for him to come home.