Jun 01, 2004 22:00
you know that feeling you get when someone(that you really like) is looking back at you and you just want to know what they are thinking....It kills me inside so much. It really is the best thing in the world! I love that, it is this feeling that excites me about relationships or the want of a relationship. If I knew there was a bad break up at the end of it, I would go through it over and over.
I wish I could read minds, with that power I would have the greatest of times playing with the thoughts and emotions of loved ones. There is one someone in mind that I wish I had this power to do that with at will, I get this feeling just at the thought of the possibility. Of course this will never happen and I will be left in the dark throughout our friendship. I have mentioned once before the liking of her, but to no avail it was easily brushed away- just as an itch comes, it is gone in a matter of seconds. I played with the idea for awhile and finally worked enough nerve up to tell her.... well that was a bust. I didnt know what to think, I was happy once it was said... but after a few days of it playing over in my head, the thought sort of overwhelmed me.
be back to finish
Chris