I won't cry for you, I won't crucify the things you do........

Jul 23, 2011 22:05

For once in my life I can say I haven't cried over a breakup. It's an amazing feeling I must say.

Lately I've felt powerful, sexy, and that I can and will accomplish anything I want. I've never had this much energy flowing through ever!!!!! I'm eating better, I'm more active, I'm losing weight at a good pace, I'm starting my favorite job ever again shortly. It's just crazy how I thought I would be sad right now after everything that has happened. I guess I blasted all my emotions out during a workout or something.

This year already has been really crazy, emotionally damaging, and I lost someone very close to me (my dad). The year is only half way over really.

Maybe I can even finally go to a con. I may wait til Conflation coming up next year. Spend time to climb out of my hole and get things settled after moving in with my sister and starting school.

It's nice to be able to say I love my life. I mean come on right now I'm single going to have a job followed by a career, turning 24 in a couple months, no kids, getting my life together, becoming a healthier person with each passing day. What's not to love!?!?!? Also within the next month I'll have a car. I'm so excited about my life right now!

For once I know I have a long road ahead of me, lots of hills to climb, debts to take care of, and not a single bit of it is making me worried. It's just a wonderful feeling knowing by this time next year,.... I'll be a whole new person.
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