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wow where do i start? well ehy to u guys who still read this thing and well como dije no se donde empezar no se si decir que este verano fue fantastico o de lo peor es posible decir los dos?este verano perdi a una de las personas que yo me la pasaba increiblemente feliz pero creo que nunca lo demonstre y well ahoro me odio por no hcerlo bien como quisiera empezar de nuevo arreglar tantas consas en las que falle este verano oh well se preguntan por que estoy escribiendo en spanish well.... por que soy un idiot.... y well nececito espresarme en una manera que no valla a usar tantas palabras vulgares asi de esta manera tengo que pensar dos veces en lo que tengo que escribir entienden? well anyways todavia no termina el verano y cada vez es solamente mas y mas trabajo todos estan cambiando hasta yo misma pero no se si es para lo mejor de uno mismo get me/ well yeah thats been one of my biggest things this summer its funy how u see ppl backstabbing eachother like all teh time and stuff u really dont know who to trust anymore i guess in a way its nice i graduated cause well i have the choice to start from scratch if i want delete everyone off my phone and well email cause well if i dont call or talk to them its not like they want to talk to me right so whos would mind win win situation i thinkim prob speaking abbunch of ninsense right now cause well its been an uber crappy week for me and well i dont know what to do with my feelings anymore other than spill them out on this blog thing my house is falling apart i never thought that would hapen in this household we always took it as a joke u know but now its like wow its really happening to us im digging myself in a really deep whole and well now i cant get out the only person i thought would help just really fucked up my summer incredible huh well let me stop now before yeah ill just stop