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Damn it!
I missed my studio class AGAIN! That's twice in a row. It was yesterday at 1:45. Christ. I completely forgot that it even existed. This not good. I'm incredibly frustrated, because I actually want to go, but I never remember the damn thing. It's not like I was doing anything else important. I just never remember it when it's on the weekends. And it always is this year, because there are TOO MANY FUCKING FRESHMEN. I went to the reed classes and such at the beginning, but those were on weekdays, when I'm actually thinking.
Ugh, I'm extremely frustrated right now. And I feel bad, because I know Mr. Barta's going to say something to me tomorrow, and I have no legitimate excuse. I need to find a way to fix this. Planners don't work for me, because I actually need them so rarely that I don't ever bother to look in them. It's very frustrating. I think I'm going to start taping things to my door, so I see them every time I go out. Maybe then I can remember my goddamned studio class. I need it this year, too, to play the overflow from my lessons.
This week, I AM GOING.
I missed my studio class AGAIN! That's twice in a row. It was yesterday at 1:45. Christ. I completely forgot that it even existed. This not good. I'm incredibly frustrated, because I actually want to go, but I never remember the damn thing. It's not like I was doing anything else important. I just never remember it when it's on the weekends. And it always is this year, because there are TOO MANY FUCKING FRESHMEN. I went to the reed classes and such at the beginning, but those were on weekdays, when I'm actually thinking.
Ugh, I'm extremely frustrated right now. And I feel bad, because I know Mr. Barta's going to say something to me tomorrow, and I have no legitimate excuse. I need to find a way to fix this. Planners don't work for me, because I actually need them so rarely that I don't ever bother to look in them. It's very frustrating. I think I'm going to start taping things to my door, so I see them every time I go out. Maybe then I can remember my goddamned studio class. I need it this year, too, to play the overflow from my lessons.
This week, I AM GOING.