I'm choking on smoke.
Okay, I lied. Optimism is something I'm good at believing in, but then drags me around when it needs to be put to SLEEP. I rather not talk about what's bothering me because no more people's feelings need to be hurt, no justifications for me, never... -- I always sacrifice my own feelings to get hit the worst.
People gots the wrong impression of me.
Like I'm not a human being or something.
I need some time alone with someone who'll listen to me and understand and not judge what I have to say.
God, do I have a lot to get off my chest.