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i feel like it's probably best if i just stopped.
because i'm fairly certain nothing's going to work out right and, yeah, life is just too complicated.
i've been trying to train my hair to not part down the middle and it's not working so well. my hair is a bitch.
oh and i'm such a loser. i really could be enjoying myself while i'm here, but i haven't even been trying. i keep getting asked to join people when they are going out at night (and through the morning as they don't ever return until like 5 am) but i don't go. i have a semi-good excuse--i get nauseus (why is this word so difficult to spell??) almost every night. yesterday i almost puked when trying to swallow my pill. it's getting to the point of being ridiculous. i'm fairly certain the root of the problem is that damn antibiotic...but i also think that it's helping, so i don't want to stop taking it till i get home and feel i need to stop taking it. but yeah. i haven't been going out at night because of it and feel like a giant loser. whatever. 4 more nights in cape town!! then back to durbs and the stress of putting together a 40 page paper. oh, yeah. should probably get on that. Hmm...
because i'm fairly certain nothing's going to work out right and, yeah, life is just too complicated.
i've been trying to train my hair to not part down the middle and it's not working so well. my hair is a bitch.
oh and i'm such a loser. i really could be enjoying myself while i'm here, but i haven't even been trying. i keep getting asked to join people when they are going out at night (and through the morning as they don't ever return until like 5 am) but i don't go. i have a semi-good excuse--i get nauseus (why is this word so difficult to spell??) almost every night. yesterday i almost puked when trying to swallow my pill. it's getting to the point of being ridiculous. i'm fairly certain the root of the problem is that damn antibiotic...but i also think that it's helping, so i don't want to stop taking it till i get home and feel i need to stop taking it. but yeah. i haven't been going out at night because of it and feel like a giant loser. whatever. 4 more nights in cape town!! then back to durbs and the stress of putting together a 40 page paper. oh, yeah. should probably get on that. Hmm...