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You say you're proud of me, because you've seen me become a calm, happy person... I guess it would do no good for that assumption to see me at times like this. Times where I'm nearly ripping my hair out from the lonely, empty feeling I have, feeling like I'm about to scream because it feels like my head it expanding from the inside... Making nonsensical comments to myself, all alone, drifting between reality and delirium...