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Fuck it all man.
I give up.
I can't make you happy which makes me depressed which mean I don't give a fuck about anything.
I can't help you which is the only thing important to me, so i'm not fucking helping myself.
That's it, I'm not making the effort to get over you, which will take about 4 months or more, so why the hell should i even bother trying.
I'm depressed as hell and it's gonna stay that way until you come back to me because that's the only thing that makes me happy.
I wish you felt the same way.
Spiderman, why can't you come and wrap me in a web. Strangle me if you wish, suspend me from the empire state building for the rest of my life even. Just please, don't let me deal with this "adjustment period". Don't make me have to get over you. Just hang me somewhere over New York.
And see, being as how I can't get over you, that means I'll never forget you, which means I'm going to be depressed until I'm completely gone from this fucking town. And even then, I don't think I'll forget about you. And then I'll be stuck in a place where I don't know anyone, wishing you were there with me.
But if you'll let me, I'll take you there with me. I will get you out of here and take you somewhere with me. When we get there, you can decide if you still want to be with me or not. You can get lost in this new city and I will too.
Just promise me you'll hold me at least once during this freezing weather that is completely novel to me. It can be Late October, late november, early december, just please hold me before the sun gets so hot, you'll have to let me go.
One more time.
I give up.
I can't make you happy which makes me depressed which mean I don't give a fuck about anything.
I can't help you which is the only thing important to me, so i'm not fucking helping myself.
That's it, I'm not making the effort to get over you, which will take about 4 months or more, so why the hell should i even bother trying.
I'm depressed as hell and it's gonna stay that way until you come back to me because that's the only thing that makes me happy.
I wish you felt the same way.
Spiderman, why can't you come and wrap me in a web. Strangle me if you wish, suspend me from the empire state building for the rest of my life even. Just please, don't let me deal with this "adjustment period". Don't make me have to get over you. Just hang me somewhere over New York.
And see, being as how I can't get over you, that means I'll never forget you, which means I'm going to be depressed until I'm completely gone from this fucking town. And even then, I don't think I'll forget about you. And then I'll be stuck in a place where I don't know anyone, wishing you were there with me.
But if you'll let me, I'll take you there with me. I will get you out of here and take you somewhere with me. When we get there, you can decide if you still want to be with me or not. You can get lost in this new city and I will too.
Just promise me you'll hold me at least once during this freezing weather that is completely novel to me. It can be Late October, late november, early december, just please hold me before the sun gets so hot, you'll have to let me go.
One more time.