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last night was the basketball game which i think was exciting but i was kind of out of it and in a weird drifty mood ad i still am now.
anyway ashleighhhhh and jordan are very nice together. i like it a whole looooooot. and i miss her. and i miss sarah.
i miss jennie.
i miss everyone.
its our LAST year together and instead of spending every waking second together, this is somewhat how i imagined it, we are all driftiing and floating and i feel like im not even living. when im with friends i feel like a wheel. i feel like i dont fit.
i want all of us to be really close again and hang out al together alot.
i feel like when were all leaving for college ill be cryintg but not becuase ill miss my friends but becuase ill have no friends to miss.
fhsefios
i just feel so blah and yuck and sad.
anyway ashleighhhhh and jordan are very nice together. i like it a whole looooooot. and i miss her. and i miss sarah.
i miss jennie.
i miss everyone.
its our LAST year together and instead of spending every waking second together, this is somewhat how i imagined it, we are all driftiing and floating and i feel like im not even living. when im with friends i feel like a wheel. i feel like i dont fit.
i want all of us to be really close again and hang out al together alot.
i feel like when were all leaving for college ill be cryintg but not becuase ill miss my friends but becuase ill have no friends to miss.
fhsefios
i just feel so blah and yuck and sad.