Jan 28, 2006 03:35
a few years ago i was feeling so alone..well it was last year
feels like i can only hold onto a good friend for so long before i push them away.i need to learn soemthing.freinds are precious. i need to learn that i'm not stupid but u know wat? tonigh tit's not so easy. tongiht i'm depressed again adn i'm a lone and it feels like everyone has left me and no one cares
and everyone is against me or soemthing?
diunno- it's a big competition all the time or soemthing?..fuck you man- ur a fuckin tool anyways. ough...back to square one.
i think i might cut again tonight.
-krystal